twenty five

25 now and presents come to me as new albums, grateful. want you to know that despite everything and the ugly feelings, I'm still rooting for you to make it, even if I can't be there for it. this is one year where I'm not entirely sure how to feel about my birthday, do you ever? there's a proudness that I've made it this far, that the years are almost earned when I think back to where I used to be…