Feeling a weird mix of joy, sadness, and bleakness

Hello readers. As you may have known about me, I was having such a blast earlier this August and especially July. Scootering, hanging out with friends, bowling, playing video games and watching movies, writing my blog here! But for some reason, in the past 5 days, I literally forgot all about my blog sorta, and even worse... I don't know why. It doesn't make sense for some reason. I felt pretty…