# captain ship (audio feeds) — RSS Amplifier Recent posts from the 1 feeds in the RSS Amplifier directory that cover captain ship. Page: Feed: --- ## [Ninety-Nine Adults and One Sick Captain](https://captainofthisship.substack.com/p/ninety-nine-adults-and-one-sick-captain) _2026-05-19 · Brennan Flentge · Captain of This Ship_ I got sober, then became responsible for 99 adults in a phone game. The bottle was gone, but the old captain found a new helm. ## [Ballast of the Damned](https://captainofthisship.substack.com/p/ballast-of-the-damned) _2026-05-08 · Brennan Flentge · Captain of This Ship_ The program helped save my life. The God part still stuck in my throat. So I stopped throwing the weight at the room and put it where it belonged. ## [FRANKENSTEIN GOD.](https://captainofthisship.substack.com/p/frankenstein-god) _2026-04-29 · Brennan Flentge · Captain of This Ship_ I thought I had surrendered to God. Then sobriety forced me to ask whether the God holding the wheel was real, or just covered in my fingerprints. ## [I Needed a Villain](https://captainofthisship.substack.com/p/i-needed-a-villain) _2026-04-21 · Brennan Flentge · Captain of This Ship_ I had a whole system for avoiding responsibility: make a speech, build a villain, pour a drink, and call the wreckage fate. ## [The Rot Below Deck](https://captainofthisship.substack.com/p/the-rot-below-deck) _2026-04-14 · Brennan Flentge · Captain of This Ship_ The emergency passed. The worse part came after: slow rot, private permission, and the hidden damage that survives when the obvious chaos stops. ## [Nobody Has to Know](https://captainofthisship.substack.com/p/nobody-has-to-know) _2026-04-07 · Brennan Flentge · Captain of This Ship_ I sat in a gas station parking lot for twelve minutes telling myself a story that sounded calm, adult, and completely reasonable. ## [MUTINY.](https://captainofthisship.substack.com/p/mutiny) _2026-03-31 · Brennan Flentge · Captain of This Ship_ A storm-driven allegory of alcoholism, denial, withdrawal, mutiny, and surrender - one captain’s reckoning with self-destruction, truth, and the fight to survive. ## [What 'Captain of This Ship' is About](https://captainofthisship.substack.com/p/welcome) _2026-03-31 · Brennan Flentge · Captain of This Ship_ Start here for the mission behind the Substack: truth, help, structure, meaning, and a refusal to keep calling captivity coping.