What I Want To Become is An Honest Person

I want to be able to speak up when something feels uncomfortable. I want to be able to tell you in all honesty that I'm really having a hard time right now and a time off doesn't even help me anymore. I want to tell you that life has been fucking us up in so many ways and sorry I can't talk at the moment (or most of the time) but sure, I'll listen. I want to say that I'm embarrassed of my feelings…