I have a confession. Existential crisis edition

I'm in a state of perpetual existential crisis. Primarily because I like a lot of things. Secondly, because each of these things gets ruined in no time after my discovery of it. I've mentioned in one of my posts earlier I work in SEO field. Eeeeww , I know, but I like it. I have an akctual passion for excels, tables, charts, sorting and stuff like that — all of this while, ironically, not being…