No friends = solitude?

I really want to just be more laid-back, but the slightest things in life just irritate me. I think it's always been this way for me, but it seems to be getting worse, especially as I distance myself from most of society by being online too much. I had a friend who would always send me the most annoying memes/shitposts in DMs. If I were anyone else, I'd probably be brutally honest about their…