Fifth meditation

I am now aware. I am aware of myself and breathing, the sensations on my nostrils and between my toes. A new world has opened up to me and there is no going back. This is the fifth meditation retreat. Every other gimmick failed, but vipassana opened my horizons. It showed me what is, versus what I want things to be. It showed me, me , in the latest and truest form. Vipassana showed me joy and…