Tears of God

Before the 10-day retreat in August 2025, something had already cracked open. A month earlier, I was meditating alone in my room at home. After about half an hour I said certain words — three times. I don&rsquo;t know why three times. Only later did I notice that in Gethsemane, Jesus also turned to God three times before his death. Then I said those words, something happened that I still…