Living The Temu Version of My Dreams

I'm a dreamer. I always have been, but after years of hustling my ass off and only receiving the Temu version of those dreams...I have kind of turned into a cynical asshole. The reality is, I think I was a bit naive. I always had this hope that one day I would be able to overcome my anxiety and be able to do the things I wanted to do. I always thought: one day . One day, I will overcome my anxiety…