behold my word vomit

How do you not doubt what you write? As soon as you put it onto the page, it's permanent. But not. It's just a permanent reflection of a transient state, but does the reader always give you that grace? Does it matter? Yes. No. I don't know. And so us writers chug along to chisel out what we mean. Sometimes not knowing exactly what we even mean to say. But upon editing, we know we definitely don't…