I hate playing at most OSR tables

Foot tapping rapidly, leaving my desk to fold clothes and yawn cause I'm so fucking BORED. Playing DCSS in the browser while everyone else takes 20 mins to decide what door to take. I get called on and I don't remember what is happening. I'm an experienced gm but a troubled player. I get bored as hell by logistical play and when I don't get to tell everyone what to do. I get involved when I can…