I don't want to wake up tomorrow to work

I just don't want to wake up at all but I must because I don't feel like I have any choice, because obviously I need to sustain myself... In the end when I am thinking of my friendships and about the transactional nature of the people around me, I understand that I waste too much energy on people. They are never satisfied and always in a way complain. These people show up when their marriage and…