Repeating does not mean mastery

I decided to take some steps for my self as such - Quitting the soul draining job I had. I am glad I have done it but it makes me question what now? I don't know exactly since the market for juniors is pretty much GARBAGE. Living in a small country + war times + layoffs from big companies = more competition that my little unfaithful ass can handle. It's a bit stinging my heart knowing that no…