Green With Envy

Lately my reactions have been getting uglier. Disgusting emotions are flooding me, especially the jade kind. Seeing people successful in a field I wish to be, even one I haven’t actually done any work in fills me up with darkness and longing. I suffer from both sides: Wishing success/knowledge/interest in too many areas (My Reach Exceeds My Grasp); Feeling like a failure for not having done the…