To smoke or not to smoke

3' I'm trying to quit smoking. I started smoking eight years ago. Ouch how time flies. Deep inside, I'm sure for a plethora of reasons that it is the moment to stop smoking. (In a sense, it's always the moment to stop smoking). And deep inside, if I could see my lungs, I'm sure I'd be scared. My grandpa died of lung cancer about fifteen years ago. And I can't figure out whether smoking a cigarette…