I have never been anyone else. Therefore, I cannot say what it means to think or feel like anyone else would.I never looked at myself in the mirror and believed that I was born in the wrong body. But yes. I have looked in the mirror and believed that I was born in the wrong […]
What if there is no if . . .what if this is the way it isand what if the wind never comes backor blows like it used to? What happens when we fail to turn the pageand let the next chapterbecome what it isand of coursethen what becomes of usbecoming who we are as opposed […]
Good morning. I exhale my sleepy thoughts and wake early.As usual. I have been told that if I want something, then I have to put it out there.Out there. I’ve been out there for too long and yet, I was told that if I want something, then I have to claim it. I have to […]
What does it mean, if anything, to be someone??“To be someone”I re-enter this with quotations because no one is ever “nobody” and anyone can be anybody, depending upon the dream, of course. Safe to say that I will never find myself as a starting guard in an NBA game.Safe to say that I will never […]
The rain is going to split the day in twoor so I am told.I am told the weatherman saysthe day will be partly cloudy to which this meansthe day will be sunny at times. I am told about the clouds having a silver liningor that despite the rough timesor bad whether”there will always be a […]
I suppose I can say that I am in a holding pattern.I am waiting and facing a temporary moment in time. But then again, I understand that all of this and all of what we see, and all of what we think and what we feel is temporary.Well, maybe not everything . . . I […]
It is a trip to say the least and to say the least, it is a trip to turn around and realize that yes, age took place, time has passed, and years have gone by in a flash.Wow . . .I will be 54 next month. This is life and again, I repeat the C’est […]
When there is no room left for excuses and when there is nowhere left to turn, the next few steps may seem painful or perhaps risky. But rest assured, when there’s nothing left, then there’s nothing left, which means the next steps we take are far more worthy than anything else in our life.Therefore, now […]
And more than anything, I have to say that “it just can’t stop.”Nothing stops.“It just doesn’t work like that.” The dreams, I mean. Nothing stops when it comes to matters of the heart and as for the mind?Well? The mind is the biggest dilemma of all because the mind is focused on smoke and mirrors, […]
Something is amiss . . .Or maybe something is off or off-center and me, I am somewhere in the middle.Do you understand? I am stuck and looking around at the world that somehow consumes me.There is too much to see and so much to consider and at the same time; I am reminded when I […]