Random thoughts with little to no context

I know I said I would do a Q&A on Substack this week, but I did one on my YouTube and I didn’t wanna bore you with more of that, so may I present to you my most current brain dump instead?

1. It’s never as good as it seems and it’s never as bad as it seems. One minute you’re flying high and the next you’re holding on for dear life. I repeated this to myself many many times last week.

2. When I don’t have an athletic goal I start to pick apart my own body. I really need to sign up for a race. Performance over aesthetic 4eva

3. Why can’t I let go of the idea of giving birth and having a million children? My kids are amazing. Our life is good. Things are getting easier. But I miss them even when I’m with them. I can’t stop thinking about pushing another baby out.

4. The last two points make me wanna revisit the follower who suggested that I’m too proud of myself for doing things that hurt.

5. I saw a professor on IG talking about how you can rewire your brain by writing something down hundreds of times. He wrote, "I like public speaking." I’m gonna try it. "I like learning Spanish."

6. I went to look for the Instagram I was referencing and ended up watching reels for 15 minutes instead.

7. I jumped in the cold plunge this morning and it was glorious. I haven’t been doing it because some doctor I respect said it’s bad for women. I’m over wellness maxxing.

8. Let’s do what we want and wear what we want and enjoy what we enjoy??

9. Get me out of Florida. The mosquitos have taken over and my friend saw a gator from his balcony. In the bay. There are only supposed to be sharks in there.

10. I’m lovingggg Every Summer After by Carley Fortune.

11. I have this thing that I really want to do but something keeps stopping me. The problem with being all woo woo is I can’t tell if it’s intuition or self doubt??

12. Bobs are back baby, thank you Charlize.