Sorry about disappearing for a month. I have been grieving and healing, and waiting for the words to come. You, my readers, my friends, are a real blessing in my life, you mean so much to me. Here are the words that are coming.
Nothing prepares you for losing your closest ally, your Mom.
Spiritual practice, any understanding that you think you’ve had, your slightly (slightly but still) puffed spiritual cheeks about being a spiritual person and a healer by nature and by calling, nothing.
You were pedaling and pedaling, and then the purpose is gone. It’s nothing, the end, you know it’s simply a change in location but there is still nothing, the familiar movement is gone, and you see what you didn’t see before, and you know she wants you to move forward but God, you think, God, God, if only I could go back and redo this, and that, and be wiser, and not so arrogant, if only I had more bandwidth, if only I knew twenty years ago what I know now, why so empty, and you know that you really we…
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