i've been trying to keep a habit of not having a bunch of drafts. so, ever so often, i routinely go through and delete or post them! i only have 2 left >:D this is one of those ones where i said 'i'll get to it later' because i wanted to be thoughtful when writing it. its been 2 years, i dont wanna come back to it, but i definitely do think that it's still worth posting! so i'm gonna post it now,…