Hello World! So I guess this is where I talk a little about this corner of the internet. Funny enough, I titled this spacehead not because I like space (e...
Feels weird to write something like that (title). for some, that is really empowering. for some, it may be a last resort. this was a weird mix of both for me. i left my last job out of desperation. to keep it short, i was bullied. it wasn't pretty. this time around, i was stressed out of my mind. i broke, i stumbled, i felt like a failure many times. and i didn't want to. i wanted to do well and…
i recently received a very wonderful gift. I talk more about it in my last blog post: Physical media is awesome . And i guess this can be the follow up post to that. Tangent though, you might've seen the title. I've been going to therapy for a few months now. Trying to work on myself and learning to process emotions that i feel i should've learned as a kid. My last session we talked about a little…
I was thinking of trying to sound prophetic for this post. But instead I think I'll go on about how a recent gift has brought me incredible joy. A little context, I love ttrpgs. And I greatly enjoy some indie titles I have on my shelf. The most recent kickstart of a Kal-Arath supplement, came also with a cassette tape for just a few more dollars with the zine. I thought, why not? Worst case, I…
Something that came up earlier after talking with a friendly co worker, the conversation came up around work. Not the work we were doing, but the idea of work. My answer? I hate work. And work is not something that we should to define us. This will seem like a sudden shift in topic but bear with me. I know deep down, I sincerely hate this question: what do you? Because I can always predict the…
Okay! So, I had the opportunity to keep writing a little for myself. And there is plenty I'd love to gush over. It was pretty difficult to figure what area of my world to focus on for this post so here are a few more 'general' things that mostly was inspired from recently watching Gundam. Let's start with something that would be familiar if you have read the Book of the New Sun by Gene Wolfe.…
Heyy, thank you for checking this post. I'm not sure if this checks as a trigger warning but this might count as a trauma post. Just felt like something I had to get off my chest and share, I think. Also, sorry for any grammar issues. I was typing this up on my phone while on my lunch break a few days ago. I'm in a better place now :) When I was young, probably 11, I was sitting at the dinner…
Heyy! It's another Stonehell Session report! This game we were joined by Lomwoginn the MU, Charlice the Fighter, and Tiddy Smalls "The Rock Johnson" the Fighter. Ho-boy. We start off again in the Quiet Halls. The party decided to explore the South passage from Room 1 here. Familiar crypt doors in pairs on either end of the hallway meet the party. Treasure in the mind of everyone, they push for…
Making an effort to make time to write up a session report. Bit of a weird one since there is a time gap between these two sessions. We had session 6 about a couple of months ago and session 7 just a couple of days ago. But let's try to get going from memory. So for session 6, we are joined by Lomwoginn the MU, Echo the Anti-Cleric and Charlice the Fighter. Early on, several more rooms were…
Oh man, am I overdue for a session report. That's okay, we'll procrastinate with a setting post! If you're just stumbling here, I'm just gonna talk about a brain child I have been slowly working on these past few months. I plan to someday use this setting for a hexcrawl like Wolves Upon the Coast. I have some hexes written out. Some are just ideas for things or are locations. I don't know how…
Had this thought when I found a youtube rec to a vaporwave playlist. It was this playlist to be specific. A very 90s aesthetic, I guess a 1994 aesthetic in the case of this playlist. But the VHS artifacting, the sounds of 90s songs that might not have existed until recently. I don't know how to explain it. Is it possible to feel nostalgia for something I never experienced? I did actually grow up…