# The Sexistentialist Desire, bodies, sex, and the small comedies of contemporary life. Half diary, half field notes, this newsletter explores gay intimacy, chance encounters, and the stories people tell with their bodies. And yes, there's a lot of sex. Page: Feed: --- ## [SNAX: Berghain's Horniest Night (Berlin Mayhem, Part 2)](https://sexistentialist.substack.com/p/snax-berghains-horniest-night-berlin) _2026-08-20 · The Sexistentialist_ Come in. Strip down. Leave your clothes in the garbage bag, and follow me. This is a sex diary. Entry twenty-three. ## [The week-end's (Sexistentia)List](https://sexistentialist.substack.com/p/the-week-ends-sexistentialist) _2026-08-16 · The Sexistentialist_ A Sunday roundup of what I loved this week, sexual or otherwise. ## [The Berghain Photographer (Berlin Mayhem, Part 1)](https://sexistentialist.substack.com/p/the-berghain-photographer) _2026-08-13 · The Sexistentialist_ Come in. Get off your knees and pose for me. Lose yourself in the excess. This is a sex diary. Entry twenty-two. ## [The Naked Birthday Party](https://sexistentialist.substack.com/p/the-naked-birthday-party) _2026-08-05 · The Sexistentialist_ Come in. Take off your sneakers and leave your clothes upstairs. Let's blow out each other's candles. This is a sex diary. Entry twenty-one. ## [The Week After - Fingered in Line](https://sexistentialist.substack.com/p/the-week-after-fingered-in-line) _2026-07-30 · The Sexistentialist_ Come in. Get in line. Straight Married Man ™ gets his way, and this time, I can't say no. This is still a sex diary. Entry twenty. ## [The Baby: on how I many time I came to become a father](https://sexistentialist.substack.com/p/the-baby) _2026-07-23 · The Sexistentialist_ Come in. Lie down. Hold my hand and push. This is very much not a sex diary. Entry nineteen. ## [The Horny Cheerleader](https://sexistentialist.substack.com/p/the-cheerleader) _2026-07-16 · The Sexistentialist_ Come in. Sit down. Crack open a beer and let your body do the talking for you. This is a sex diary. Entry eighteen. ## [Straight Married Man ™](https://sexistentialist.substack.com/p/straight-married-man) _2026-07-09 · The Sexistentialist_ Come in. Sit down and have a glass of water. Your secret's safe with me. This is a sex diary. Entry seventeen. ## [The New Orleans Foursome](https://sexistentialist.substack.com/p/the-foursome) _2026-07-02 · The Sexistentialist_ Come in. Sit down. Bring a plus one. Or two. This is a sex diary. Entry sixteen. ## [Trade Bitcoin & Ethereum (Sponsored)](https://crawlproof.com/a/v669zq7bq7ym) _2026-07-02 · **Sponsored**_ Buy, sell and margin trade BTC & ETH with fiat currencies ## [The morning after](https://sexistentialist.substack.com/p/the-morning-after) _2026-06-25 · The Sexistentialist_ Come in. Sit down. Head high, lurex catching the early morning light. Let's take a walk of fame together, we deserve it. This is a sex diary. Entry fifteen.