Blog for art and other random things that come to mind.
one time i watched my friend play tomodachi life on her nintendo 3ds and it was the best thing ever, fast forward to a few years later and now it's on the switch. i was kind of indifferent at first and thought i would immediately lose interest, but that doesn't seem to be the case anymore on my save file i made me (duh), 2 original characters (trevor and hanaa) and 3 aliens because i didn't know…
my site hit 100 neocities followers, which is huge! thank you guys. you get a personal update as a treat: school has been okay. i'm on a special timetable which makes me feel a bit lonely, but a full day is gonna give me burnout. my only goal has been getting maths and english done recently i have been wanting to be more sociable, because if i keep doing schoolwork like this i will actually…
there is a lot of myself i don't talk about. i want a polished presence on the internet but at the same time i feel the need to reach out across the world in some way. i can't keep up with private diaries, and whenever i post something personal online i immediately delete it 9 times out of 10. i've also been rethinking the relationship between my website and the real world, nobody in my life knows…
my experience listening to nine inch nails has been weird. i've only gotten into them a few weeks ago and i would confidently call myself a fan even though half of their discography doesn't appeal to me, i never had this with any other musician. usually bands i'm a "fan" of have a sound i consistently enjoy, but this time it seems to be less about audio and more about reznor's general…
this post will make no sense if you haven't played stardew or aren't familiar with the NPCs. i also hope i didn't accidentally repeat a lot of fiona sangster's words because i like her videos and sometimes i subconsciously repeat points verbatim if i agree with them lol. at the end of the day there's never such thing as an original thought one of my favourite parts of playing stardew valley is…
i used to get nihilism confused with doomerism and that is how my hatred of it arose, but then i thought really really hard about the meaning of life and couldn't find anything... so maybe i'm a nihilist after all. i like to think of life as a sandbox game, you're not given a purpose but you can always make one. it depends on whatever your ambitions are, so if you dream of becoming an entrepreneur…
character design was never a strength of mine. much like everything i do , i only make things that i think look cool without thinking twice about what it might evoke in the viewer. shapes and texture are a good way to make people subconsciously associate things with another, in this case it could be a feeling or personality i'm currently working on a reference sheet for my character trevor and…
i'm finally making the effort to fix my school attendance, isn't that exciting? i didn't do any lessons yet but we're planning how to set up my schedule. i'm pretending to be happy about it but i'm actually like... meehhh... it's alright i guess, i just want to feel like a normal teenager again. i also started bowling recently, i still have a lot to figure out and about my site, you'll notice…
whats up, i've been feeling funny this new year. i obviously stayed up and ruined my sleep but we didn't have any crazy party, just some dinner. having resolutions is gonna set me up for disappointment so i didn't write anything down as for this website, i've done some progress on my characters page. not gonna spoil too much but my project is called flowering and it's about 4 best buds (haha get…
as 2025 comes to an end (holy shit?) i've decided to make a post dedicated to things i made that i think are kinda cool. this serves as a contrast to my last post where i cry like a baby about how much i hate my work a notable thing is that around late 2024 until now i started making a lot of fanart, mainly for stardew valley. i've never been much of a gamer beside a few MMOs and the occasional…
i've been mentally sick for the past 7 years. it's in the way of my education, hobbies, social life, pretty much everything, and i have no idea what the source is. anyway i'm not here to hyperanalyse my situation, but it should probably explain why i've been hating my art so much. i just don't think it's that good. whenever i get past my bout of art block i end up making something mediocre that i…
this is my first blog post in a while! it might seem like i died, but unfortunately i am still here. i've been going back to roblox a lot despite my deep hatred for it, i found a few cool people to roleplay with and it's been fun there was a blog post up like a month ago but i deleted it a few hours later, it was a bit of a vent so it wasn't gonna stay up anyway. i've talked about a family member…
after acknowledging the existence of eleventy and being really scared of it, i took the plunge and somehow learned how to use it. i don't know either my blog will be entirely in my control, and hopefully i'll be updating it less sporadically. writing in markdown right now :) brand new cd collection i went to HMV a few days ago and got a bunch of CDs. i really enjoy the art that comes with each…
nobody asked for this, but i thought it would be fun to show how i make those little shiny images on my site cause i think they're pretty neat this involves having your image be a div , the background of the div being the picture you wish to present. this can also add a lot of flexibility since you can basically "crop" your image by messing with the background-position this would look a little…