writing about whatever...
...is what I'm listening to as I write this. I last posted in April, so there's a lot to catch up on, but I guess just let me try to boil things down to the essentials. Therapy: we are trying that again. I've had good few sessions since my semester ended and we got things up and running despite my reluctance to give it another go due to avoidance issues. It's been good. For now, it is just a place…
Two months and some change-- nice to see you once again. I've been sleeping at 5AM almost everyday. Today's a rarity, though. I slept at 8PM and woke up at 5AM. Not because I've been wanting to make healthy changes to my life or anything. I was just feeling really down early into the evening last night and said "fuck it" and called it for the night. It feels good to rest. I decided (because I have…
It's been some time since the last post, and a lot has changed since then but I won't really go into it because I got a therapist so #letsfuckinggo I'm currently writing this in a linear algebra class where I can't really understand my professor's heavy accent (respect tho). It is the third day of the semester where I previously thought I'd be dropped out of college by now. I had a wild panic…
A new term I've been hearing recently is "crashing out". I couldn't give you a definition of the term but I just use it interchangably with having a bad time. I'm having a bad time right now. From time to time, I'll find a little snippet of something that reminds me of a moment in time I hold close to my heart. I'll look for more of these little snippets elsewhere and try to rebuild those…
Hello and welcome to my page! I'm currently a student who is about a year away from graduation. I study computer science and love art. Sometimes I just feel like dumping my thoughts and concerns somewhere nice and quiet, so I figured I'd start here! I'll treat this as a little journal with personal entries that other people may or may not have the privilege of stumbling upon! Since this is my…