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The Vacation: 2026
Up until October of 2024, the existence of PTO was purely theoretical to me. Outside of my 3/4th year of teaching leading into That Which Happened, my employment (when I maintained being employed) was done in the service of The Great Consumerist God: Retail. Retail does not cultivate or propagate faith in the false prophets of Employee Benefits: Health Benefits, Paid Time Off Benefits, and Pension…
Things I Stumbled Across: Week of 05-22-26
Freewrite Alpha: Cosmic Edition - Honestly it boils down to being a mechanical keyboard with some pretty keycaps that’s attached to a LCD screen. The new generation’s typewriter. But the ethos behind the intentional “bare-bones” display is what’s got my attention. The device prevents editing (outside of full on deletion via the backspace) of what is meant to be the…
Don't bite your nails.
You look like a five year old with your fingers in your mouth. You’re going to use the nail clippers to clean up your jagged nails anyways. Sheets feel so weird when they get caught in your jagged nails. Jagged nails make you look like some bad villain in a child’s series. You’re fucking 41, dude, stop biting your nails.
Welcome to the Heart Break Hotel.
I did this to myself. Or, more appropriately, I didn’t stop any of the processes I mindlessly enabled and fed. I started to feel feelings for one of my main fuck buds. All because I was operating under a different POV than what I should have been, it hit me like a 800 ton brick house when he casually mentioned his boyfriend. Covered up immediately with the addendum that it’s just role…
My Technology Stack
The Technology In My Life. William Gibson My central floating fortress of telecommunications. At my side almost all the time. There have been multiple versions, all under their own pseudonym, carried along on my journey. He is a Motorola Moto G Stylus 5G 2024. He is rocking Android 15. His launcher is OctopiLauncher with the Ombra icon pack. Email clients: K-9 Mail & Tutanota . Browser(s): The…
Two for Two Today
I have been hemming and hawing on typing out any kind of post for the past couple months. Agonizing over the simplest little detail like, “do I actually need to write about anything going on in my life currently?” or… “What’s the point?” Now that one, that gets me like none other. What’s the fucking bloody point? These days, if I am not working my work,…
Things I Stumbled Across: Week of 03-15-26
Honeylambs - adopt a lost soul or two from hell this Easter. Jack Daw Folk Art - local (817) artist’s online shop. rife with my kind of pop-culture and mythological references. linocut prints and stickers. hectoroz_ - X feed of a brutal and exquisite GIF artist. his work is unlike anything I have seen before. Taper - “an online literary magazine for small computational pieces.”…
Things I Stumbled Across: Week of 02-08-26
This will mark the transition of Things I Stumbled Across into a weekly “round-up” instead of a randomly timed dump-o-the-day series. As with my initial intent, sometimes there will be a common theme solidifying the links into a cohesive meal.. But don’t always count on it. This week started out very gay. yh.co - nyc-based apparel boutique saturated in hot homo sex. I need this…
Things I Stumbled Across: 11-09-2025
Lord and Lady up for sale - you buy a small parcel of land in Ireland and these people will give you a title to go along with it. The perfect gift for that obnoxious person in your life who would actually start making reservations under Lord Stevens. QQDL - 🏴☠️ LEAP - VPN whitelabled for censorship resisting organizations. IQUNIX ITX Mini Case - sexy sexy sexy small-form computer case. for real,…
Dealing With the Absurd
Today is Albert Camus’ birthday. Happy birthday, Mr. Camus! He conceptualized and tried to explain what I believe to be the intrinsic burden human beings suffer through all their lives: that life, existence, our very being is absurd to the nth degree. There is something deep and innate within us that yearns for there to be meaning and order and purpose in our universe and lives. Our reality…
Things I Stumbled Across: 11-06-25
Atomic Rockets - Literally anything and everything to do with space exploration. The Batshit Software Aphex Twin Used - Interesting breakdown of some of the obscure methods and software RDJ utilized to create his masterpieces. Lovecraftian Description Generator Immortality - Made in the last couple years. Its a FMV detective video game in which you watch and investigate found footage +…
Things I Stumbled Across: 10-31-25
Kahoot Names - A walk down memory lane. Made up names that are highly inappropriate. The one that towers above them all: **Heywood Jablowme. ** The Free Dictionary - First and foremost, it is a wonderful and adept dictionary. And, shocker, it’s free. The company, Farlex , which runs the site have the stated mission of “Providing innovative, easy-to-use reference and learning…
Things to Do
A list of things I want to do, but will probably never get around to finishing. Transfer over ~/.config/ and various bits and bobs from Termux installations between phones. (I still have tar files from 3 phones ago.) Fully organize my porn collection using Stash and the community scrapers. (My downloaded porn adds up to over 200Gbs.) Integrate Obsidian into my daily routine and have a mind map /…
Things I Stumbled Across: 10-21-25
Mental health is a big deal . We, as a society, often down-play or outright ignore the importance of having access to quality care and resources. I have suffered from major depressive disorder and general anxiety for most of my adult life. I’ve also been horribly under-insured for the same length of time. I brought together a small collection of resources (sadly, most if not all are specific…
Things I Stumbled Across: 10-18-25
Project Jengo and the gross reality of patent trolls in the tech world. Initial rabbit-hole was a comma.ai blog post. . massivefictions appears to be a collection of zines originating from various members of 9front or whatever organization/collective that springs forth from the Plan9 OS orbit of rotation. Having a grand time following rabbit holes found on this site. Friar Tuck Hair Loss -…
Things I Stumbled Across: 10-15-25
Here lately, it’s been daemons and programs to run on my VPS. snac2 - Social Networks Are Crap. An ActivityPub/Fediverse instance with sleek, minimal feature-set. Looks sexy as fuck in the UNIX-y daemon kinda way. werc - A sane web anti-framework. Powers many interesting/weird sites on the web. gdu - A disk analyzer written in Go. Nothing special, but cute and fast. GoToSocial - Another…
Eggs
Nothing makes me feel more incompetent as a human being than trying to eat a boiled egg with chopsticks. The physics of that particular maneuver are beyond my capacity.
Outside
This tequila 90 proof, chase it with my pussy juice. Bad-ass, ratchet, ghetto, rapper bitches are some of my favorite figures in the fantastic, far-reaching, music genre of Hip-Hop / R&B. Cardi B. has outdone the status quo and set a new standard with her newest EP, Am I The Drama? .
Things I Stumbled Across: 10-08-25
Hoping to make this a series of posts, with this being the initial seed. Usually, while blindly hopping from one web-page to the other via hrefs, when I come across something that sparks my interest, I throw it into the shaarli to look into later. I don’t put objects of retail interest there tho.. Nor do I generally add other people’s personal web-spaces to it. Those are the two main…
Starting Over, Again.
For whatever reason, I became bored and dissatisfied with this site. I neglected it for nearly a year. After another deep-dive into the rabbit hole of the indieweb , I am filled with the desire to have and maintain a personal website once again. Which means that, as per my M.O., I’ve been spending way too much time reading through CMS and static-site generator documentation.. Trying to find…
infinite
Had so many tabs open that Firefox said “fuck it.”
Brain Mush
This has been building up in my psyche for the past couple months. Forgive me if it is incoherent or just a wall-of-text. I don’t want this isolation, see the state I’m in now. ~ Gorillaz “Humility” I’m lonely. Deep in my soul, long dark tea-time, kinda lonely. It’s becoming increasingly overwhelming and unbearable. For most of my life, I’ve been alone and…
Visible Data Consumption 9/02/25 to 10/03/25
Learning Things About People
I hate learning things about people who I interact with but don’t necessarily know personally. Today, I learned one of the homeless customers has no toes. Won’t be able to think of anything else next time I see him.
Note To Self
NTS: “Burn it all to the ground” is not a feasible working plan.
Mice Elf (again)
Thank you for the party! I wanna thank you for letting me be myself, again! ~ Sly and the Family Stone
A Check In
I’ve been trying to keep my mind distracted. in order to fuel some level of generation and energy flow, I’ve been using my wiki to flesh out the world of Tuesday_NeXT and some of its underlying concepts and creatures. I started out using DokuWiki a little while ago while my summer-fling was hot and heavy with MindMapping. Dokuwiki hasn’t really panned out in the personal daily…
Weird Pleasure
I get extreme weird pleasure out of pulling facial hairs out right by the corner of my mouth. I discovered this when I first started growing a beard. The follicles have this gunk at the end of them that lets me stick the hairs to anything I please. The feeling once I’ve plucked them out is divine and only serves to drive me ritual of pulling out hairs and sticking them on things.
The Depths
Usually, I don’t like to write for myself when I’m depressed. Unless I’m being angsty and bitching about some situation, I have no desire to leave a record of my depths. This isn’t my usual depth tho. I’m back at weighing the pros and cons of continued existence. I hurt on many levels and there doesn’t seem to be any way to soothe the wounds. Mom and Terry are…
Getting out of the way
A major lesson in my life right now, that I’m still not fully comprehending, is staying out of the way and letting things happen like they should instead of how I think they should. My time here at Family Dollar is serving multiple purposes: both monetarily and therapeutically. And yet, I keep getting anxious and find myself slipping back to old, ungrateful, habits. Staying in bed until the…
My Gaming Habits
For most of my life , I have been a gamer. The SNES and Genesis 1 were huge parts of my childhood. When the N64 came out, I almost sold my soul to acquire it. Up until The Thing That Happened, I was regularly playing Overwatch with friends online and causing general mayhem wherever we went. Then The Thing That Happened came along and I lost most platforms I previously had to game on. I also lost…
The Routine
I am getting used to the routine. It goes a little something like this: Days I work: Try to wake up around 7am to get ready to go eat breakfast at Samaritan House. Catch a zipzone to SH and eat breakfast and catch a zipzone back to the hostel. Play around on my phone, either a round of Wild Rift or Dead Cells or Legends of Runeterra for a couple hours. Take a nap until it’s time to get a…
The Ghost Spoke Again Today.
There is a spirit inhabiting the store I work at. It made itself known to me the first time I worked there. It doesn’t seem mean or feel threatening, it simply likes to knock shit down occasionally. It likes to make itself known. Today, I was checking a customer out (both literally and figuratively, the fellow was FAF 1 ,) when a display by the door abruptly tumbled over sans physical…
Could it stop being a good day?
Could it stop being a good day? I’m not used to this level. I’m not used to this level of blessed. Blessed is not a phrase I throw around lightly and easily. When someone responds to the question “how are you?” with “I’m blessed” or, even worse, “blessed and highly favored,” my initial reaction is to roll my eyes. Not because I don’t…
Another First
Here’s another first in my life: I’m homeless. Literally and figuratively: homeless. I have no home, no room, no any-sort-of-shelter for myself. It’s Friday night now and this happened on Monday. Really, the happening happened over the course of the past half year or so. I allowed myself to become bitter and sullen and nasty. I treated the staff of where I lived like shit, and…
Significantly sure of poop.
Being significantly less sure that what is on my pants is poop is in fact the same as being significantly more sure that what is on my pants isn’t poop.
Overheard In A Restroom
Damn, Bro! Today has been crazy! I gotta get home and pray away all these demons! Context: At the Dallas Convention Center, during the National Cheerleading Association’s Convention.
New glyph set
I'm the lonely twin
I’m the lonely twin, the left hand (If I pick it up when I know that it’s broken Do I put it back?) I don’t want this isolation (Or do I head out onto the lonesome trail) See the state I’m in now? (And let you down?) [Outro] If I pick it up when I know that it’s broken Do I put it back? Or do I head out onto the lonesome trail And let you go?
Car Chorus: Introduction
Thanks to XHAMSTER, the knowledge of car fucking as a fetish is up front and center in my cerebral mass. Dudes fucking door handles, head rests, the grill of cars. Nothing is off limits for human sexuality.. Amen .
Current Mood / State of Affairs
Middle School Fall Carnival Nachos
My taste buds are informing me I just ate nachos from an 8th grade carnival: this is untrue. I merely ate a Lifesavers Wintergreen mint and a chocostik at the same time.
The Medical Market TRE Station's New Description
This TRE Station contains a magical split personality. In the early morning and early evening: it plays the role of middle class mass transit ingress and egress with fantastical skill and dexterity. Once the Dallas-bound professionals scurry away to their 9-5 private, decent-paying, hellish tar pits: the station Jekyllizes into the private playground of Dallas’ unique blend of the mentally…
Plant Watering Glass Globes
Amazon is now the Online Tweaker-Mart. Your local bodega that’s all knowing, always open, and as high as you are.
Summer Creeping In
I feel summer creeping in and I’m tired of this town again. ~ Tom Petty: “Mary Jane’s Last Dance”
not candy heels
TIL: The lyrics are not “got candy heels on tonight” in Jamiroqui’s Canned Heat.