Antiquated books and ripped pages scattered all over the floor as you walk inside. The gentle ring of the bell hanging from the door echoes throughout the ro...
Rating a couple of cozy idle games in my library in order of how much I love it. Garden Galaxy (⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐) My most favorite relaxing semi-idle cozy game. I fell absolutely in love with everything about this game. The breathtaking art, the soft ambience, the gameplay loop. The first time I tried it I was swept completely off my feet. I felt my tensed muscles relax, my nervous system regulated. I'm very…
unfinished thoughts, incomplete sentences, and unexpressed feelings On streaming & chasing highs adrenaline rushing through my veins, flooding my entire bloodstream. Heart palpitating. Body aching; craving. I want it. And I haven’t wanted something this badly in a long time. matter Of fact, I need it. I want it more than anything else right now. I can barely rest or have a good night sleep. My…
Things I like about my job as an airport agent ✈️ 3AM shifts!! I fell in love with my peaceful morning walks to the gate and realized I can be a (super) early bird. I also love this shift because I get to go home early (supposedly) and it makes me feel so productive and fulfilled in life. Split shifts can be fun sometimes. Work is divided into two 4-hour sessions make time feel like it’s flying. I…
I stared at the dozen drafts rotting like a dead skunk in my "bearblog" folder. It's been awhile hasn't it? 2024 was four months ago. Everyday has been an episode of "getting my shit together," a seemingly neverending cycle of constantly slipping through the cracks, watching yourself fall off despite having immediate control of the joystick. Some sort of perpetual lucid dreaming while you're…
Happy Sunday! Hi! How's it going? Highlights of the week: I'm finally getting better. The past few weeks have been rough with me being sick and almost bedridden and shit. I cleaned my room too, tidied things up, and changed my bed sheets. I set up my Patreon and re-opened an old account I used to have for my Webtoons. It's a neat replacement for Ko-fi as it allows for more NSFW content (much…
For the past few weeks my physical health hasn’t been the best. Just last month I recovered from a mild bronchitis and just recently it came back again. Thankfully the coughing isn’t as extreme as it was before (I firmly believe it was made worse thanks to the bad air conditions caused by the wildfires in our area), but I still don’t feel generally well, and every now and then I’ll experience a…
I'm sorry for the random curse word (and the incoming incoherent screaming/fangirling) but HOLY F U C K I N G SHIT. I've been inactive on blogging and website making since I started focusing on drawing and streaming lately (working on personal projects that can get me out of unemployment instead of self indulgent hobbies). I haven't been reading my daily RSS feed in a month (I must admit I tend to…
Happy Sunday! Can you even believe it? I'm finally thinking about my business. For the past few weeks I've slowly been cooking up solid ideas for merch. My biggest problem has always been my indecisiveness and fear of committing to one thing in case I change my mind one day and want something else. It happens all the time and affects all aspects of my life. From something as big as goals and plans…
For the past two weeks I've been sick. It started with a dry throat that lasted for 3 days and eventually became a really bad coughing fit for the rest of the week. For 4 nights I was sleepless, coughing my lungs out like I was about to throw it up to the brink of tears. My whole stomach started aching every time I cough, and my chest felt clogged and heavy. I finally went to get it checked and…
Happy Sunday! The funny thing about this weekly Sunday post is that most of the time I don't even write or post them on Sundays lol. NGL, I'm slowly losing track of the weeks. They're all blurring together. Questions like "What did I do this week?" "What did I watch this week again?" fill my head whenever I have to write them down. It's a good thing I still do my daily reels so I can simply look…