Hi I'm Pootie ZA MOJE MAHALCE Trying to get better at writing so I will post my random waffle here. Loading... Latest Post: "Nature"...
You feel something's wrong because you are trying to resist your nature. You feel the hole in your chest because you are trying to resist your nature. God made you this way for a reason. You were never meant to be a slave. Your father didn't fight so the burden of the father has fallen on the child, you. You feel empty sitting in an office because you were never meant to be there. You were meant…
There was a time Where I couldn't bench 95 lbs. Now I can throw 225 pounds around like its just the bar. And one day I will be able to bench 315 pounds. One day it too will become easy. I will be able to move it around like the bar. Then I will be chasing 405 pounds. The day will come where I'll get that too. One day I won't be able to bench 315 pounds. I'll be some old guy benching 225 pounds at…
Not gonna be much structure to this post or grammar idc I just wanna write it About like six years ago summer of grade ten I don’t remember at this point but I was in Bosnia visiting family and I bought a laptop to do summer school while I was there and my grandfather, my moms father was sick he had prostate cancer I believe and I spent the whole summer cooped up in my room watching Netflix and…
I've been on the depths of the internet since I was a kid, like most loser kids who've spent way too much time on their computers, I started watching content on Youtube, then I started scrolling Reddit (didn't spend too much time here, even back then I always thought Reddit was a little gay), then I found out about 4chan, at about 15/16 years old. People love to demonize 4chan as if it's some…
I always thought it was extremely interesting how religion works in South-Eastern Europe (the Balkans) How Serbs and Croats view it is usually like this: If you are Orthodox you are a Serb If you are Catholic you are a Croat If you are Muslim you are a Bosniak You might be confused by the term "Bosniak" and don't worry, I am just confused as you. Today the term Bosniak currently means Bosnian…
I like to imagine myself when I've made it, in 3 years or so, telling my father he doesn't need to work anymore. I've seen the stress it's putting on him, that job kills him everyday. I thank him for everything he's given me and tell him now he can do whatever he wants. He doesn't need to work a job he hates anymore. I like to imagine myself when I've made it, in 6 years or so, I run into my…
the stress will either kill me or i will come out victorious a spartan among men there is no in between if i win this next battle i will become a king if i lose i will be forsaken to a lifetime of fighting in the arena Molim te, dragi Allahu SWT, zaštiti me.
I visited a friend recently in Toronto, he has a an apartment right beside the Eaton Centre. Looking out at the city of Toronto from the 40th floor of a down town apartment I felt like Scarface looking out his window seeing the Pan American blimp fly over him . I felt like the world is mine. Life is truly what you make of it. Need to get to a big city ASAP, such high signal.
I first saw her in old photographs — a woman wrapped in rivers instead of scarves, her smile faded like the walls of an empty house where no one sings anymore. They spoke of her softly, like a love that never truly left, but never returned quite the same. My mother said she brews coffee with the patience of someone who remembers tears. My father called her “an old friend,” as if she raised him and…
My sword cuts through monsters, like a hot knife through butter, gliding smoothly with no resistance, my joints are warm, blood flows through my body, my swing is accurate, yet strong, my limbs feel weightless. I have swung my sword countless times, I've lost again and again. But it feels like I'm starting to win now, I'm close, I know I'm close. One day I will be faced with a monster bigger than…