welcome to my digital garden. frankly, I’m still figuring out why I’m even doing this publicly. perhaps it’s my way to cultivate, preserve, and inspire hi...
Why not? What can you say? What magic combination of words can you say? Cheer up? Go out in the sun? Lift some weights? Have a good laugh? Tell some authorities? Why do you say it? So you get to be the hero? Because you actually do not understand my situation? So you can validate your own existence? Because you don't want to be responsible? Because it's the response you memorized? Because it's…
context a wise work mentor and her autistic colleague hinted to me about the ethics of using ai that i didn't really examine until she brought it up. so, i’ve been researching this topic to discover where i really stand on this after i see how the “ai sausage” is really made. this will inform both my own behaviors and how i work with others or what i recommend to them. first, please bear with me…
When the night falls like an apple from a tree but your call to a friend drops like a coconut on your head It finally dawns that no matter the words you've been reassured the promises you've been told the hugs you've been given It all ceases as quickly as those words or gestures You may have friendly hands but who will chew your food? beat your heart? move your hands? see with your eyes & dance…
How many times, I have cheated. I have lost count And yet, you never left Always patiently waiting for my return Whether I forgot you to preserve status at work Or chose friendship over you Or got lost in my wife's embrace Or found purpose in my son's eyes Or danced myself to unconsciousness Or drunk myself to hedonistic pleasure Eventually, it all ended Except you You were there in those And even…
Talking is not listening. Dialogueing is not listening Imagining is not listening Focusing is not listening Planning is not listening Nodding is not listening Monologuing is not listening Mirroring is not listening Responding is not listening Countering is not listening Winning is not listening Thinking is not listening Analyzing is not listening Defending is not listening Recalling is not…
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Note: This is a living note, an auto generated page synthesized by my self updating second brain managed by Claude. While it's input was my actual organic writing, this is an AI summary/extraction/synthesis part of my The Living Notes section. If you prefer to read my organically written words or work, please go to any of the other nav links besides living-note or a page, route, or tag…
brother, why did you have to go? i'm just tired brother i'm tired of being misunderstood i'm tired of explaining i'm tired of justifying do i only miss you because of the pain and suffering i feel in your absence?
no matter the highs no matter how good it gets how good i have it no matter who's with me no matter who supports me no matter who laughs no matter the words of encouragement no matter who says they have my back i am alone with only you and really, i'm not even alone i don't even exist in the way i pretend i do it's only you it's only ever been you since birth when i was getting choked to death…
i have a pretty strong (and still loosely held) opinion on how to relate to ideas, concepts, or beliefs. i work as a programmer and in this field, the experienced programmers know better than to be married to their tools or technologies. in technology and especially in web which moves very fast, tools and technologies evolve rapidly. there was a time for e.g. when the trend of the time was jquery…