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The past months, I slowed down a little in daily life which opened up space to reminisce a little. It’s also partly due trying to write more I think. It started slowly with seeking some emotional comfort in movies or TV shows. For years, I’ve been strict into “I saw this already, I remember. Don’t need to waste time on rewatching or something. By chance we started to see a show I already saw…
! older snippet from a year-ish ago I stopped blogging.. maybe 15 years back or so? Social media was slowly uprising. I didn’t want to work on my website anymore. I used to change my layout almost every week, because once I finished I would be starting a new one already. Back then, Internet Explorer 6 was my worst enemy. My website would work perfectly in Firefox, Opera even Safari probably. I…
I’ve been struggling with a high mental load for the last months.. in several areas, my work, my personal life, my creative space and my escapism.. I don’t know if it’s due passing of the year but I felt inspired to do some spring cleaning.. I started with my Steam library which holds over 200 games, a bunch which I might never get around to playing or impulse buys that I regretted weeks after the…
So, my experience with AI the past.. year it has been I think. Not sure anymore at this point. I remember the beginning, being amazed with ChatGPT just spewing out a short story with a simple prompt. Talking to me in any language I threw at it. I slowly started to let it look things up for me, which was fine at the start. But.. just that. Fine. Months later I found myself planning a trip to a new…
We met up a few times in a co-working space to just spend some time and get to know each other. Turns out he enjoys good food too, of course you would think who wouldn’t.. But it’s a certain kind of people still. At my old job they used to call me “enjoyer of life”, as I chose my dinner plates with care and a good wine to accompany it. I remember the first time we had coffee, he would sit across…
People make places hard to leave. I stumbled upon someone mentioning they got Ragnarok Online working on their steam deck, fully offline and single player. I thought that sounds amazing, something I would like to try too. So I set off on this endeavour.. I spent many days and nights in RO, one time I remember clearly playing all night until early morning, having school after. I went to school as…
We build a world, a virtual world. Only existing in shared consiousness, some overlapping areas as we explained to each other what we were perceiving. But mostly several worlds, only existing in the heads of the participants, interwoven at some sections.. and sometimes we build a bridge to a bigger world, an mmorpg.. and continued to live there for a bit.. like a small holiday. We did everything…
We went to a show, it’s sort of theatre. The leading person has polyamorous relationships with a separate boyfriend and girlfriend. Similar to what kind of relationship I’m having, only we are living with the three of us and it’s not separate. It was interesting to hear, they have been about 6 years in it.. we have been around 4 years by now.. The leading person mentioned it looked to be more…
We were at my in-laws and we didn’t see them for a long time, it was good. We sat down for dinner, and my in-laws are very Christian so they pray before dinner. They always did this, but we don’t so I kind of forgot about it. They prayed out loud, and thanked the lord for the dinner, blessed the hands that prepared it etc. and it suddenly hit me. They do this every day. Every day they are being…
This phrase I heard somewhere in my teenage years, I never really understood it back then but it did stick with me. Now many years later, and some recent experiences made me realise the true meaning of it. I grew up in a safe home, but outside was a little more unsafe. Not unsafe in the way of predators, violence etc. But unsafe with other kids bullying me and my family. Eventually I just stayed…