The most tranquil time I’ve had in the last year has been building massive LEGO sets. I’ve built many, including many from the Star Wars UCS series. All of the builds have been entertaining and fulfilling, but none quite as much as the 2025 UCS Death Star.
I urge you to do a quick search on the set and the discourse around it. It has been divisive, largely due to its design and $999 price tag. This piece puts that completely to the side. This piece is not a review or an analysis of the value the Death Star offers as a product. Right now, I want to engage with it differently.
In building the UCS Death Star, I experienced my first true moments of relaxation in months. I brought it home in January of 2026. The previous six months had been some of the most stressful and arduous in years. Before this, I’d built only a few large LEGO sets (my first being the LEGO USS Enterprise 1701-D). Building the UCS Death Star felt almost insurmountable, and that’s what attracted me to it!
I opened the box, inside of which were six smaller boxes. Each was filled with many, many bags filled with even more bricks. It seemed mountainous. While I was building the LEGO USS Enterprise, I always felt some dread. I was enjoying the experience so much that I constantly feared being finished. As I saw the ship come together, I realized how much closer each bag brought me to the end. Looking down at the contents of the Death Star box, I couldn’t imagine finishing.
The Death Star is built in sections from the bottom up. Each section represents a scene from the original Star Wars trilogy movies. That is one of the ways in which the Death Star differs completely from the other sets I’ve built. It is not just a display set, like the Enterprise. It is not just a play set. It is an amalgamation of ~14 different dioramas folded together into a dramatic, towering symphony of parts. With some minor modifications, each of these separate dioramas could be built and displayed on its own.
It was this, combined with the sheer size, that kept my fear of completing the build to a minimum. No matter how many hours I spent on the set, there was more to build. That simple feeling, of enjoying what was in front of me instead of worrying about the future, was so transformative. As I sell off many of my LEGO sets to make room for more, it is what keeps me from selling the Death Star. These particular plastic bricks did something so profound for me.
I struggle deeply with focusing on the present. It is something that has always extended to my leisure. I feel I can’t relax when reading a book or playing a video game, always afraid that the last turn is on the next page or just after the next level. It is what has, many times, kept me from watching a movie over another episode of a sitcom. I fear creating a connection with these characters and then losing it. In that way, these 14 dioramas that made up the Death Star sort of acted like a sitcom, in a way. Each smaller build had a satisfying conclusion but always the promise that more was ahead. Even after I finished the last “room” of the set, there were a few hundred pieces worth of finishing touches to build.
It was just so lovely to have so much of something so rewarding. I built the Death Star in small increments throughout the entire month of January. Every time I finished a floor of the build, I would spend minutes taking it in, sitting with all that I had completed. The knowledge that I had more to do let me sit with the gratitude for what I’d experienced. That insurmountable nature of the task in front of me allowed me to finally feel more than fear. It freed me. I could finally experience an activity without the threat of its waning duration. For that, I am immensely thankful.
Now, five months out from finishing the build, I am still searching for something to give me that feeling. I have built many more LEGO sets, but none have had quite the size or composition of the Death Star. None have given me that freedom of presence. I’m wondering what will bring me that peace next. Maybe the LEGO Segrada Familia? Maybe an incredibly long video game like Persona 5? Or maybe, just maybe, I should look within, and try to see how I can expand that spark of tranquility to other areas of my life.
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