Last night, Erin and I turned off our devices around 10:30, and did some foreplay. She was in the mood for more but I was not (as usual). I made an excuse that Izzy was still up in her room and would be able to hear us if we went ahead with it. Erin knows she can’t keep her moans down so we just ended up talking. It was mostly her talking, to be honest, and I was just interjecting with “yeah”, “uh…
Erin went to the office today. I took a cold shower, used the L’Oréal cream cleanser to wash my face and butt, then wore my nude Vassarette panties and Erin’s Victoria’s Secret Tease candy noir mist. Now listening to deep house music while working. Feeling good!
Today was a very low-productivity day. I kept getting distracted at work even though I did take my meds and coffee. Later in the evening, I sat down for meditation for 30 minutes but kept dozing off, which has been happening a lot lately. So all in all, a pretty ordinary day. I'm wondering if I need to restart my cold shower routine which might help with low dopamine. One good thing which happened…
We went to a get-together on Saturday at our friends’ house. It was a religious event followed by dinner. Apart from the hosts, we only knew Nicole and her kids. Meeting Nicole no longer evokes intense longing now as it used to earlier. But the feelings are still there, albeit a fraction of what they used to be when I was in the throes of obsession with her. When we were chatting before dinner,…
This is my first post here. I have been using the Daily Note in Obsidian to jot down quick thoughts, which has been helpful but not as rewarding as I wanted it to be. I also try to use social media to connect with others but we all know how that goes. I have always wanted to have a blog of my own and recently came across this platform. It reminds me of the early web before it was hijacked by…