a blog where i share my life
i used to love the changing of the seasons. the gradual warmth of spring overtaking the violent chill of winter. rain, flowers, even bugs, i loved all of it, because it meant i would no longer be miserably bundled up for the cold. but then i got sick. i've been dealing with a mystery illness for the past two and a half years, one that makes literally everything about being alive harder. my body…
i've spent a lot of time on the internet trying to be the person they want to see. who's they? i don't know. maybe it's whoever decided the my presence on the internet has to be extremely curated and aesthetic to appeal to everyone else. i just want somewhere to be me. without having to worry about what anyone else has to say. so yeah, this is basically going to be my digital diary. none of my…