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Maybe I Should Talk to Someone

All my life, I thought that I had bipolar because I am such an experienced armchair professional with enough authority to diagnose myself. Also I was young, emo and completed some online checklist 20 years ago. Then I bucked up last year and decided to see someone legit so this person can tell me what is wrong with me. Funnily enough she told me I had dysthymia. It's persistent depressive…

Million Dollar Nannies

I recently posted an Instagram story about this reality show (Million Dollar Nannies) I am obsessed with and one of my friend made a comment about me watching trash TV. I ignored it but it bugged me because, you are not better than anyone because you only watch great intellectual content. I find it so hard to find people (at least in this part of the world) that understand you can have diversity…

Feeding My Best Friends of 20 Years

Kingfish Crudo with Ginger Flower Vinaigrette Ingredients: Kingfish Chili pepper (optional) Shallots Ginger flower petals Lime Fish sauce Salt Olive oil Coriander Passionfruit Honey (optional) Method Slice the fish, I'll say the thinner the better Make the vinaigrette by combining cut chilli pepper, minced shallots, minced ginger flower petals (cut them into strip first, then mince), lime juice,…

Since Young

"Ever since I was young, I wanted to transform unstructured marketing data into actionable insights." This was in the farewell email I got last Friday. It was from a colleague who was let go due to restructuring and it got a good chuckle from me. I saw it on Instagram a while back but to see it being used in real life setting was something else. © ethandressen on Instagram This also got me…

What I Think About When I Think About Cooking

Grilled Sea Bass with Lime Herb Salsa Ingredients: Sea bass fillet Extra virgin olive oil Salt Pepper Lime juice Fresh parsley Green chili Red onion Capers Method Pat fish dry, rub with olive oil, salt and pepper Grill, pan fried or roast until skin crisped up To prepare salsa, chop parsley, green chili and red onion. Mix them with capers, olive oil Serve fish with salsa over Notes You'll see I…

Freedom to Be

I grew up with Multiply, Xanga, Blogspot, and Wretch etc. I loved blogging. It was my way to be seen and heard. It was a platform for me to showcase my artistic flair. It was an outlet for me to be passive aggressive about whatever that was bothering me at that point of time. It was a way for me to channel my emo self to the wider social circle. I loved writing so much. Then I stopped. I started…

Is My Life a Mess?

I keep feeling like my life is a big mess. I am going nowhere with my career. I am obese. I am lazy. All I do is get more stuff in hopes of those stuff filling in the void. Why do I have so much STUFF? I feel like I am living a lie. Everyday is a balance of trying to let myself be me, be comfortable, be better, be perfect, be good, be free, be okay. I kept wanting to do other things (wanting is…

#2 Letter to My First Therapist

Hello Claire, It has been a long time since I visited you. You were great and honestly I don't think I had enough sessions to determine if it would've helped. Like many other people who refuses to acknowledge reality, I think I am still very functional without the extra help. Should I go back to therapy? I’ve been considering this for the longest time. Okay that was a hyperbole but you know what I…

#1 Letter to My Dead Best Friend

Do we need a backstory here? It has been so long I have to check my phone for pictures timestamp to be sure. Anyway the quick context for all of you noobs here is I had a best friend, we’ve known each other since we were 18 (WAY TOO LATE IF YOU ASK ME) and he died way too soon. Just a few days shy of his 29th birthday actually. I always tell this as a funny story when I talk about his death. Right…