a blog about anything that piques my interest.
i never want to work with anyone ever again. never want to manage interpersonal relationships, solve conflicts and try to hold it together. just let me work alone and let me be the only one responsible for my actions. "her koyun kendi bacağından asılır." hopefully.
it's been a while since i last talked about my music setup and things have changed a bit. the music player main benefits of owning a device specifically for listening to music for me are: it saves on battery life of my other devices it allows listening to music without any distractions so these are all well and good but finding a decent music player in 2026 is really hard. in my experience most…
i'm sick again... for like the third time in the last month. i'm tired of not getting enough sleep and constantly battling illnesses. intern year is going tougher than i expected and pediatrics was supposed to be one of the easier rotations. maybe i will to get used to it, eventually.
got a tetanus and hepatitis b shot. my left arm feels sore and i think i had a fever that stopped me from getting a good night's sleep yesterday. i ended up napping midday. glad i picked a day where i can rest after getting vaccinated. i think the worst of it is over though.
i always find it jarring to start writing something after a long ass break. the motions feel unfamiliar, my mind feels unfocused. but i'm writing so something is working lol. ever since the start of may i've done a lot of things, let me go by chronological order: moldova me and my friend decided to visit moldova. the original plan was to visit denmark but his visa application got denied so we…
not dead, life has been chaotic lately but i'm working on posting something detailing where i've been for the past couple of months. peace and love
when i first bought my laptop i wanted something powerful that could do it all. the only computer i had my hands on was the family laptop at the time and i was only able to play light indie games on it. so i wanted the most powerful laptop that i could buy for the least amount of money. i settled on buying a laptop with the specs listed below: Processors: 12 × Intel® Core™ i7-9750H CPU @ 2.60GHz…
evet başlık şu anda türkçe kullandığımı düşündüğümde biraz ironik ama anlatmaya çalıştığım şeyin açık olduğunu düşünüyorum. türkçe benim ana dilim ama ben neden bu blogda hiç türkçe bir şeyler yazmıyorum? bunu sorgulamaya biraz arkadaşım suliman'ın gönderisi ile başladım. sonuç olarak vardığım birkaç kanı var. bearblog topluluğu bearblog'un genel olarak ingilizce dominant bir platform olması hiç…
with me writing this in the last days of april i am really consistent when it comes to procrastination with carnival posts. anyhow for this month's bearblog carnival hosted by sage , i present you the wackiest animal of all time: the pumpkin toadlet. picture of a pumpkin toadlet on a leaf by Ariovaldo Giaretta / CC BY-SA 2.5 why? i mean it doesn't look all that weird on the outside. it's just a…
shoutout to callan