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My Phone Screen

Over the years I’ve spent a lot of time using my phone, as is true for most of us. A few years back I started thinking more about how I use it. There’s no getting away from it, smart phones are pretty much indispensable in this day and age, needed for internet banking to bus tickets and all the other things in between. I make and reschedule medical appointments easily, and most important for me,…

Compulsory AI use in the workplace

I’m amazed that I’m even writing this. You can accuse me of living under a rock, but since I choose not to interact with social media, and limit exposure to media outlets I was unaware of the push from corporations to mandate AI use. I have a big problem with this and I can’t get it out of my head. For me, this feels different to the standard compulsory usage of Microsoft Office because that’s the…

I loved it when he left home

I remember lying in my bed awake at night on Sundays, and I’d hear him take a bath around 20:00. I knew this meant he would be going to the pub. It made me so happy to know he would be leaving the house for the evening, even though it hardly made a difference to me since I was supposed to be asleep. It was so nice to have him away from us. I knew things would be automatically calmer, less stress…

Antisocial Behaviour

On days like this, I realise I’ve fallen into the trap again. I didn’t speak with my family for weeks. I didn’t reach out to friends to see how they are, and I didn’t think about it once over that period of time. It’s a huge part of me that I’ve always been conflicted with. I don’t feel like I need contact with people, and my head asks questions like? do you not care about them? the answer is yes,…

Improving my Polish Language skills

Almost ten years ago, I began learning Polish, and I’ve been living in Poland for just over four years now. I'm mostly fluent, though I lack the depth of knowledge and experience to express myself in ways I would like to. Soon I will be able to apply for Polish citizenship, but I won’t get citizenship without improving my written Polish skills. I work in English apart from oral communication, so…

Being Consistent

I’m starting small because this is daunting. Writing a few posts is one thing, but consistently turning up and putting in the work is not something that lasted very long for me before. When the novelty wears off and it becomes difficult to string words together in a meaningful way I soon move on to something else. Last time I tried I made the website myself, spending far too much time on the…