mostly weeknotes and when i get chained to a computer i occasionally make a post thats not about my week...
current vibe: i have a fat headache caused by my lack of caffeine so i am now drinking my first coffee of the day. i just ate breakfast/lunch/dinner of zaru soba like 1 hr ago. uh oh its another week where i have nothing to share!! nick and i went shopping on tuesday. i'm torn with thinking i'll lose weight again, but being a schmedium is tough since i have always been in between most sizes. i'm…
hi bestie vibe: its 106 today, i'm drinking watermelon basil kombucha, spinning durand jones & the indications's flowers on vinyl since nick finally set up the speaker he got i actually dont have much to say today!! its been one of those weeks where i havent done anything worth sharing. i've been looking at ravelry for patterns but yarn stores near me have anti-mariah hours. i mostly need needles,…
omg time is really ticking until i turn 33, and i'm not gonna go down to monthly posts... i simply must do more with my life or switch up to have a Proper Format which encourages me to do something with my days off other than relax. but my birthday is a tuesday. do i do tuesday weeknotes and deviate from everyone else? i already post late anyways. does any of this even matter? (no) am i…
you know when theres a fly flying around you and feel like you have stink lines coming off you? thats how i feel vibe: drinking orange juice, waiting for nick to wake up so i can just cook once before it gets too hot, listening to this as background noise to write to because it just popped up grandma update: so within the last four weeks, she fell down the stairs, had a partial hip replacement…
howdy yall!!!! this week is another week that was bad because Life Continues to Happen. like one more person in my family ending up in the ER, and then one more friend deeply going through shit. i am also having extremely bad allergic reactions to bug bites!!!!!!!! its quite painful :) kind of hate talking about all the bad because i hate being a victim and i hate being pitied. also for work i was…
what a week!!!!!!!!! mostly bad!! i know i'm posting this after midnight, so its technically tuesday but in my defense, time doesnt matter on mariah dot bearblog dot dev and i was out all day and i just got home. so im basically considering this to be on time because i havent slept so it still feels like monday. so the week was mostly bad because of other people. not that anyone is at fault, but…
there are many things i could potentially title this blog, but the working title for this was "the glizzy that made steph my mortal enemy", and no i will not explain. i'm not particularly interested in good titles. what if its a good title and someone new reads this blog and realizes how annoying i am?? scary. in 2022 i had a streak of a few books where boston was mentioned in each book which made…
vibe: iced ginger tea cuz i feel sick and i know the hot water would help but i want to chew ice when i'm done with it. nick is sleeping so no music, but lately obsessed with ozzga gas was $5.70 this week. :) nick hasnt broken any strings. and my coworker has changed his gambling habits... he stopped tracking it on our board. still gambling. this week was kind of rough lol... my moms mom fell down…
okay whats up vibe: drinking a coffee i made and then got cold because my dog seems to know when i make a fresh cup of coffee and thats when she wants to go outside and i'm lazy and not carrying a cup of coffee around while i stand and watch my dog sniff the same spots she always does. and texting a few ppl... trying to make summer plans even though june is mostly over. gas is $5.45 a gallon!!…
gosh darn it im gonna post on time today!! so the format will be bad because idc!!! im 31000 ft up in the air and the flight is just about an hour so thats all the time im allowing myself to type and im going to post as soon as i land regardless if whether or not i am done. i need Restriction again. but when i get my orange juice (a must on every flight where drinks are free) or a gingerale i will…