hiii i'm devin or maneko, either is fine! i'm 29 years old and love to write about random things i WILL b sharing my thoughts and u WILL read them!! (...
that's it, no creative title, nothing witty. just what it is. i turned 30 a few days ago and leading up to it, i felt really depressed about it. my mom said that 30 was a hard one for her to process too. i think i am feeling the way that i do because of quite an amalgamation of reasons. i feel like i'm ancient now because of the internet. it's very odd. the influx of teens on the internet now act…
i was talking about christmas with a friend and they had said that multi-colored christmas lights were tacky. if we're being honest, christmas itself is pretty tacky as a whole. ￣へ￣ anyways. since i moved out, i needed to buy my own lights for my own place this year. my boyfriend and i bought one of those pre-lit trees from target, and some LED strings for the bannister and window. after working…
long time no write i guess.. i've been pretty bad at keeping up with everything i suppose. （︶^︶） let's play catch up. new tattoo i guess the best update in my life has been my new tattoo that i got in october. it is of gerard way! i love him so much. :) the tattoo artist i went to did such an amazing job and i cannot wait to go back and get another piece. if you're ever in new jersey, i strongly…
it's been so long i fear. i've been so caught up with moving houses that it has sapped all energy from me to do anything creative or even recreational. every day is spent cleaning, dusting, and moving more things over. this is the first time i've ever lived away from home and ALSO the first time living with my partner. i have a fear that.. what if this doesn't work out? in a year i will be doomed…
Soooo excited because I finally booked a new tattoo! I wasn't sure if I'd be able to with moving and everything, but I picked up some extra shifts and I think it'll be fine.. I can't wait. I am just kinda telling myself that cringe quote.. like.. 'life is short, do the thing!!' ((absolutely abysmal cringe while typing that)). I'm super excited for October 17! yippeee!! It's been a while since I've…
I'm finally moving out of my parents' house and into my own place for once. I'm so excited.... like... beyond excited. I can't believe it. I never thought it would happen for me. I've been waiting so long to get out of this place and yet there's still this nostalgic feeling that I'm gonna miss this old house. Funny how that works. I can't wait to hang all of my posters and buy kitchen stuff.
remembering that people do notice me
wanting to do a million things and ending up doing nothing
a recount of finally getting to see mcr live, and my relationship with the band.
reflecting on one year with Porter Robinson's SMILE! :D