stuff I need to get out of me...
요즘 소열이 100일을 넘기면서, 소열이에게 새로운 사람들을 만나는 모습을 보여주려고 하고 있다. 그래서 옆집 사람들도 초대해서 놀고, 오늘은 남편 베스트프렌드 현기와 여자친구를 불렀다. 여자친구가 갑자기 요가를 알려주면서 남편 자세 교정과 운동법을 알려줘서 너무 유익했다. 요즘 갑자기 좀 우울해졌었다. 처음에는 마냥 육아 행복이었다가, 지금은 약간 권태기인거같다. 처음에는 행복한 지옥이였다. 매일 힘들어도 새롭고, 또 남편과 한 가족이 된 느낌이 들고, 좋았지만, 지금은 그냥 아무 느낌이 없어지려고 하는 것같다. 애기가 귀엽긴한데 진짜 하루 종일 쳐다보고 있으니 그냥 그렇다. 어제 남편이 아침에 한 3시간만 전담해서 봐줬는데, 그러다 애기 얼굴을 보니 훨씬 귀엽게 느껴졌다. 우리 애기는 너무 귀엽기는하다.…
새 키보드를 샀다. 키크론k10 se 풀배열 레트로색상. 원래 레트로 파스텔을 사려고했는데 실수했다. 그런데 사실 할인받아서 산거라서 그냥 이걸로 하기로 했다. 예전에 교보문고에서 바나나축 타건해보고 너무 쫀득한게 신기해서 사려고 벼르던 키보드인데, 좀 비싸서 그냥 안사고 독거미같은 저렴이 사서 기계식 체험해보다가 좀 나온지가 되니까 이번에 할인해서 샀다. 중간에 로프리나 다른거 한성 TFG 클라우드나 유튜브에 광고뜬거 마니 사봤는데 오타만 엄청 나고 뭔가 키 하나하나의 높이나 배열이 불편했다. 그나마 제일 나은게 독거미 저소음 피치축이었는데 뭔가 좋은걸 하나 장만하고 싶어서 출산선물로 이걸 샀다. 출산선물이라는 명목으로 뭔가 조금씩 사는 느낌인데 살림살이가 너무 늘어나지 않게 주의해야한다. 그런데 원래…
While husband is away at work, I basically have no time for myself. The only entertainment I can get while taking care of the baby is watch netflix, and scroll phone mindlessly. I cannot sit down and focus on something while watching the baby. Other brief breaks I can get, mostly I spend eating and some small house chores, and I am very lucky if I can take a shower. Recently the baby has been…
I gave birth on March 5th. It's a girl. You know, it surprised me that in my last post that was some time ago, I was talking about how manifesting my wishes did not always end up making me happy. The results were just results. I am getting my head around how this manifesting thing works. It's basically setting a goal in your subconscious mind, so that everything you do leads to that. It's no…
Since I started work at KT, I completely abandoned this blog. I have been thinking about coming back to it time to time, but somehow I didn't do it. While so many things happened. I want to make it a daily practice now to just write, even if I feel uninspire to write. But just so many things have happened and all my wishes kind of came true, and I learned a lot of lessons. At the moment I am…
I have been writing less here because whenever I have some things to get out of me, I write to ChatGPT instead of here. It is probably because of the instant response. I have been really sick. Also thinking about a few different things. So, as a conscious manifestor, something that worked really well for me is thinking about the feelings that I want in abstract concept. So, the three things I want…
I just recently had conversation with other designers, and it was so helpful.. but most of all to hear perspectives on AI. I think, for designers, it's not just generating images, like they already know how to do that and even better, It's making their design come alive. I mean what is AI really best at? Coding. So I want to really focus on being able to implement my designs so that they are not…
Okay, lots of things happened since Feb 14th, which is the last time I wrote. I was on the brink of finishing Jumple, and I just couldn't do it... Something just didnt feel right even though everything was there. Then a couple of things happened, I got interview with Gori company, and I got offered to apply for a UI designer position for KT, and the headhunter actually asked to have coffee with…
Ok, today, I finally got some work time working on Jumple. I think I might be able to finish the entire manuscript today, and finesse things by the weekend and probably submit on Sunday. - A writeup by ChatGPT The Homemade App Workshop: Reclaiming Digital Creation Through Participatory Design In a world where digital tools are increasingly opaque, centralized, and designed by a handful of…
The last time I checked I was on a good roll. and then I started to feel extremely tired, and just really depressed. Yesterday, I got some vitamins from the pharmacy. Good news is that I applied to a new job, and got an interview! I don't know how that is going to turn out. Yesterday as I was going to sleep I just had a full blown anxiety attack that I was stuck at a dead end, I am just wasting…