Content Warning: The following text references sensitive themes such as paranoia and self harm. Please proceed at your own discretion. I have a recurring nightmare. I never remember how it starts. I just happen to be there again- back in the same building, the same corridors, the same rooms. Maybe it's a side effect of tracing my fingers along the same doorways everyday for fourteen years. The…
record scratch It's been a while, hasn't it? I've had a hell of a year. A lot of it was filled with depression so that can explain why I stopped updating after counts two whole posts. A lot has happened since then— I was really mentally ill, I got a new-ish job that sorted out what I'm gonna call The Horrors, I broke up with my previous partner, I started a relationship with my current partner, I…
And we're off to the races with NaPoWriMo 2025! I don't know if I'll be able to do this everyday this month, April seems to get busier every year. But I'm going to try, and that counts for something. I had the worst brain fog today, but sitting down and working at a poem is something I've done a lot, so it wasn't that hard to get this one out. I'm glad about that and quite proud of myself…
What a way to herald a new blog! I'll get into housekeeping in a later post, but I like that my first official post on this site is a poem. Convention would suggest that I don't write this down here, but as you may come to learn, my brain is unorganised at the best of times, and that will be reflected on this blog. Oh well, I'm having fun. Without further ado, the poem! Day 0: Replication Crisis…