Recycled Hate

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I talked about a rise in what we now know as “white nationalism”, along with an increase in Anti-Semitism, at least 15 - 20 years ago and have also said that we would see “the 1930’s play out again” here in the United States since 1987 (the year I “turned pro”)

those of us attuned to this, seeing it long before it was Neon visible . . . do so, in my belief

because we are PTSD from the last round -- literally. Translated: those of us who are being triggered most by trump and this Neo-Nazi posturing of so many of his supporters

are dealing with psychological trauma

whether that be from our childhood or from past life “memories” (or the #echoes of those memories, but most likely, imo, both)

trying to “understand” why I have seen all these pictures in my head since I was a little boy -- what I now have come to #understand were memories of Europe in the 1930’s and 1940’s

has, literally, fucked with my mind

hard core

was I a German soldier? I thought that for a time

was I Jewish? I have thought along the way, too

other psychics have told me conflicting things; they have said, in pretty much equal measure, each of these as being “true” -- yeah, #psychics . . . we’re all a hot mess

and can never seem to agree . . . wt fuck

and then to further confuse things, there is the possibility (in my opinion, for me the actual answer) of past lives as actors/actresses and seeing their #movies (somehow) as memories (something I suspect may be “true”) serving to put my subconscious past life sorting mechanism on TILT

and so I have gone down multiple fruitless rabbit holes following information given to me from others as well as gone in circles trying to sort out all the stuff in my head, jumbled all up as it is -- compounded exponentially by constantly having to “jump into” everyone else’s head when I do readings !!!

ultimately, what I am discovering for myself

and seeing all around me with others

is that many people are feeling quite significant levels of despair and anxiety

I STILL think all this madness will pass -- but, until it does (if it does)

many of us (me, included) are likely to suffer

because what we see “registers” at a deep deep level

a deep SOUL level

for any of us who may have karmic, or familial, ties to the Holocaust (or both), right now (especially with ICE replicating in many ways the SS)

we are dealing with every shade of depression imaginable

trump -- and I #predicted this, too

is (quite literally) making us sick

a toxicity to our system we cannot expel

as to the 1930’s and 1940’s -- a time many trumpstainers try to (#irony) “white wash”

we must NEVER FORGET

N-E-V-E-R

and for far too many of us, we (literally) CAN’T forget

on top of that, we must not discount the reawakened trauma triggers of people of color who are seeing the body language and posturing of those from #before who lynched them or tried to (continually -- even after 1865) enslave them

live and 3D everywhere they look

it is ALL being brought back to the surface all over again . . . and for many Americans this trauma has, again quite literally . . . never ended