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Being stubborn comes with overthinking. It s my worst trait and everyone who knows me knows that about me. I try very hard to anticipate every possible outcome of every situation, It s how I sleep at night. I have learned it comes from experience. Experience I have always felt is the most important part of life. [ ]
I m laying in bed trying to remember a time before the machines. I remember having notebooks filled with stories and ideas in them. I remember spending time learning to draw. I remember recording music on tape decks. I remember Brooklyn being a bike ride I could do blind. School took up a majority of my [ ]
For 10 years I was never late for work. After that time passed I stopped caring. It was a test of self discipline at first. Time is only important if you make it important. Really what matters more is what you do during that time. Meditation and learning to take the time to sense what [ ]
Combichrist The Venom in the Mouth of God
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I would like to take a moment and remind everyone that in life only 3 things are needs. Everything else is wants and thing s we stress over. Breath, Eat, and Sleep. All three of those things are things you are required to do. Now how much and the amount of what you get can vary [ ]
Every year I get a merit date from my job. The merit is basically the anniversary for my return. Which means about a month prior to it was the date I returned to New York after leaving for give or take a year and half. In total I have worked this job 17 years Plus [ ]
I don t often write about being a parent but something happened last night that I woke up this morning thinking a great deal about. Growing up I didn t think of my parents as equals, or friends. They always seemed above me in knowledge, judgement, and experience. I had an absolutely wonderful childhood, I respected them [ ]
For along time now I have wanted to update the media part of this page. Adding video or audio companions to go with the writing, which I fell like is soon to be if not already Obsolete. The problem becomes find time to do it. The resources and tech have caught up so much so [ ]
So many thing s feel elaborate, Almost fated. Do we all have a puppet master? Is it all just random or perhaps balanced in a grand design? I know I am such a small part of this. I chase the parts I enjoy and am the fastest at dismissing the negative. After 43 years I have [ ]