Musings of a young soul
Sometimes, this quiet dread washes over me in your absence. Not because I still think we re meant to be, but because some part of me still remembers you with tenderness. And I don t know how to make it stop. Does leaving you behind require me to see you clearly? To see you for who you Continue reading "the boy i loved"
Was it my fortuneor misfortuneto have beenbriefly visible?
has my desireto be loved by youdisintegrated? or do I simplymiss you
Am I still holding on? Maybe this is simply how life works. Maybe I will never hold on to something this tightly again. I was someone who believed in fate. In magic. Someone who looked at the world with wonder. It feels as though the sparkle has drained out of everything. The world has become Continue reading "in a box"
11 July, Saturday4:44 PM I did something brave today.It took a truckload of courage to do what was once unthinkable. I m sad that I have to reduce you from the title of my great first love to just an ordinary experience. Nothing grand. Just an experience so fleeting.Something I held on to so tightly. What Continue reading "fleeting"
6 July , Monday12:46 PM Thank you, words,for always being by my side. For keeping me company all these years. Happy 13 years to this little space ❤️
you seem insignificant now, like a faraway dream
I wish I had the guts to let you go P.S. To be honest I wanted to title it coward haha
9 June 2026, Tuesday11:24 PM Well, it s a sad, grey night again. I find it funny how many times you could break my heart the exact same way. again.and again.and again. I didn t cry this time. That surprised me. Perhaps I m numb now.or just too tired. and, to be honest, I truly am tired. When Continue reading "another lap around the same track"
and just like that, you re gone quietfinal,and empty.