my brain is being held for ransom. It’s hard to formulate thoughts and things aren’t the way they used to be. nothing feels the same, in fact there is no tra...
Who else feels like time is running out? Like there are so much things that you want to master, enjoy, indulge in, but it’s a lot, and you have all this other stuff (the boring and mundane stuff that doesn’t amount to anything), and by the end of your paid time you just…you just don’t do what you thought you so wanted to do-master-enjoy-indulge in? Is it a question of discipline? Unrealistic…
So, I’ve been reading around here, and there’s really so much interesting stuff going on, I’m all agog! It feels surreal, but on this platform specifically, a pretty high amount of anonymity has led to humanity and authenticity seeping through the pages of everything I read, what a pleasure . We all know what we’re trying to escape here. The never-ending, performative rot that, without fail,…
So, “funny” thought. I’ve been feeling reminiscent of all the feelings, especially the very negative ones, that I used to feel when I was much, much younger. It was such a strong drive, really. That burning rage, or a sense of injustice that back then was surely going to make me burst into flames and take the whole world with me (or so I thought). It really did feel like it, wouldn’t you agree?…
I think planning is massively overrated. If you’re searching for that one metaphysical piece of understanding that you tink is needed in order to start something, but you don’t know what it must look or feel like, you’re idling. And to waste your time like that is truly one of the most horrible sins against oneself, it is a path towards regret, bitterness and self-resentment that will manifest in…
I have a point. Let me try to get it down. Why do we feel the need to optimise every little thing in our life with an almost consciously suppressed goal to monetise on it? I don’t think that was always the case, I think the environment that bred this “need”, did it by becoming way more aggressive than it used to be. What “environment”? Think of a combination of two things: an abundance of choices,…
Здравствуй, В своих постах здесь я планирую обращаться “на ты”. Конечно, это немного странно, потому что в момент написания, я не могу обращаться ни к кому конкретному. Я не знаю, прочтет ли это кто-то. Не знаю, кто это будет или мог бы быть. Данная платформа подчиняется особой системе, здесь отсутствует захламленность формой. Нет картинок, аватарок, нет прямой или очевидной обратной связи. Нет…