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Harrison’s Substack · Jul 27, 2026

THE BOOKS WERE PATIENT

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I sometimes wonder how many important books I was forced to read before I was old enough to understand why anyone thought they were important. Like millions of American students, I was assigned George Orwell’s Nineteen Eighty-Four and Kurt Vonnegut’s Slaughterhouse-Five. At the time, they were simply homework. I read them because there would be a test, not because I appreciated what either author was trying to say. I finished the assignments, wrote the papers, earned the grades, and moved on.

A few years later, I picked them up again. They were entirely different books. Of course, they weren’t. I was.

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That became one of the unexpected pleasures of getting older. Books don’t age; readers do. The words remain the same, but our experiences change what we notice. Orwell was no longer writing only about dictatorship. He was writing about language, certainty, and the ease with which people reshape reality. Vonnegut wasn’t simply telling a strange story about time travel. He was exploring trauma, memory, and humanity’s remarkable ability to normalize the unimaginable.

During my undergraduate years, I enrolled in a course on the Holocaust, assuming I already understood the subject. Instead, I encountered entirely new ways of thinking about it. That class introduced me to Leni Riefenstahl’s Triumph of the Will, Tadeusz Borowski, Primo Levi, and other writers who were less interested in recounting history than in understanding how ordinary societies gradually accepted the unacceptable. They weren’t asking how the Holocaust ended. They were asking how it began.

I left that class realizing I had been asking the wrong questions. The pattern continued for years. I was drawn to Terry Gilliam’s Brazil because I loved Monty Python. I remembered the endless ducts, malfunctioning machinery, and absurd bureaucracy. I thought it was surreal comedy. Years later, it looked less surreal.

The same thing happened with Monty Python’s Flying Circus. As a teenager, I laughed at the physical comedy of John Cleese’s “Ministry of Silly Walks” and wonderfully ridiculous sketches like the Society for Putting Things on Top of Other Things. Only much later did I appreciate that much of the comedy was satire aimed at a government that often seemed capable of creating a ministry, committee, or regulation for almost anything. The jokes hadn’t changed. I had.

Looking back, I realized these artists weren’t trying to predict the future. They were paying closer attention to human nature than I was.

The Artists Arrive First

As I reread these books and rewatched these films, I gradually became less interested in their stories than in the people who created them. George Orwell, Charlie Chaplin, Terry Gilliam, Kurt Vonnegut...they all seemed to notice something long before historians had a vocabulary for describing it.

That realization eventually led me to Leni Riefenstahl, a name that still makes many people uncomfortable. Watching Triumph of the Will, I was struck less by Hitler than by the filmmaking itself. The sweeping camera movements, carefully choreographed crowds, dramatic lighting, and heroic angles were undeniably beautiful. Then I caught myself having an unsettling thought: millions of Germans must have found them beautiful, too.

For years I wondered how Riefenstahl could insist she had simply been making art. Eventually I realized that whether she believed her own explanation wasn’t the question that interested me most. What fascinated me was how completely she understood her audience. The film isn’t persuasive because it offers brilliant arguments. It’s persuasive because it makes certainty, unity, and power feel emotionally irresistible. People rarely fall in love with an ideology first. They fall in love with belonging.

Once I saw that, I looked differently at the artists I admired. Chaplin wasn’t merely mocking Hitler, Gilliam wasn’t simply satirizing bureaucracy, and Orwell wasn’t only imagining a dystopian future. They were all paying attention to the emotional climate of a society before anyone could fully explain where it was heading.

My office eventually became another classroom. I suppose that shouldn’t have surprised me. Patients rarely describe dramatic turning points. More often they tell stories of gradual shifts that only become obvious in retrospect. Perhaps societies change the same way. Historians eventually explain what happened, but artists often recognize the feeling first.

• Propaganda succeeds by shaping emotions before it shapes beliefs.³
• Images often persuade more powerfully than arguments alone.⁴
• Great art preserves not only events but also the emotional experience of living through them.⁵

Different Roads to the Same Place

As I continued reading, I noticed that the great novelists of the twentieth century weren’t all describing the same nightmare. They were describing different paths leading toward it. When I was younger, I thought readers were supposed to decide whether George Orwell or Aldous Huxley had been “right.” Was the real danger censorship and surveillance, as Orwell imagined, or endless distraction and comfort, as Huxley feared?

The older I’ve become, the less interesting that debate seems. Neither writer was trying to predict the future. Both were trying to understand people. Orwell worried about fear, propaganda, and the corruption of language. Huxley wondered whether people might simply surrender their curiosity in exchange for comfort. One imagined oppression imposed from above. The other imagined complacency embraced from below. Those aren’t contradictory ideas. They’re complementary observations about human nature.

Reading Ray Bradbury years later, I found myself noticing something I had completely missed before. Fahrenheit 451 isn’t simply about governments burning books. It’s about a society that gradually stops wanting to read them. The tragedy isn’t censorship alone; it’s indifference. Books disappear because people stop valuing them before anyone is forced to surrender them.

Then there’s Sinclair Lewis. The brilliance of It Can’t Happen Here isn’t the plot nearly as much as the title. Every generation convinces itself that authoritarianism belongs somewhere else, to someone else, in another era. Lewis understood that confidence itself can become a dangerous blind spot.

What ties these writers together isn’t that they reached identical conclusions. It’s that they were all paying attention to recurring features of human nature: fear, conformity, distraction, certainty, tribalism, and our remarkable ability to convince ourselves that we’re different from the people who came before us.

As a psychiatrist, I hear that same confidence every day. Patients often describe patterns they never imagined could happen to them—depression, addiction, burnout, the slow collapse of a marriage. The details differ, but the psychology is surprisingly consistent. We all believe we’re the exception until we discover we’re not.

Perhaps that’s why these novels continue to feel contemporary. They aren’t really about politics. They’re about us.

George Orwell explored the political power of language, surveillance, and fear.⁶
Aldous Huxley argued that comfort and distraction can become powerful tools of social control.⁷
Ray Bradbury warned that censorship begins with cultural indifference as much as government prohibition.⁸
Sinclair Lewis challenged the comforting belief that democracies are automatically immune to authoritarian movements.⁹

When Imagination Became Memory

If Orwell, Huxley, Bradbury, and Lewis asked what might happen, another group of writers no longer had to imagine. They had been there. Reading Primo Levi, Elie Wiesel, Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn, and especially Tadeusz Borowski felt fundamentally different from reading dystopian fiction. These weren’t warnings. They were attempts to describe experiences that seemed almost beyond language.

What surprised me most wasn’t the horror. It was the normality.

I still remember reading Borowski’s This Way for the Gas, Ladies and Gentlemen and waiting for dramatic moments that never quite arrived. Instead, I found prisoners worrying about food, arguing with one another, making jokes, trading favors, falling into routines, and trying to survive one more day. The camps were unimaginably cruel, but they were also filled with ordinary human behavior. Breakfast was still breakfast. Work was still work. Conversations still happened. People adapted because adaptation was the only way to remain alive.

That may have been the most unsettling lesson I learned in college.

I had always imagined history as a series of extraordinary events experienced by extraordinary people. Borowski showed me something much more disturbing. Human beings remain recognizably human even inside circumstances that future generations can scarcely imagine. They still complain, laugh, gossip, make friends, and worry about tomorrow. Ordinary life doesn’t disappear under authoritarianism. It slowly changes shape.

Reading Levi reinforced that idea. His writing is remarkably restrained, almost clinical at times, as though emotional exaggeration would somehow diminish the truth. Wiesel gave voice to the moral devastation that accompanies survival itself. Solzhenitsyn described a different machinery of repression, but one that depended upon many of the same human tendencies: conformity, fear, accommodation, and the gradual acceptance of what had once seemed impossible.

Eventually, these books followed me into my office. I eventually realized I had seen this process before, although in far less dramatic circumstances. Patients rarely describe a single moment when life suddenly became unrecognizable. More often they tell stories of gradual adaptation. Depression narrows life one small decision at a time. Addiction reorganizes priorities almost imperceptibly. An unhealthy relationship slowly redefines what feels normal. Looking backward, the pattern seems obvious. Living through it, almost nothing feels dramatic.

Perhaps that’s why these memoirs continue to haunt me more than any dystopian novel. They remind us that history isn’t experienced as history. It’s experienced as everyday life.

Tadeusz Borowski portrayed concentration camp life through ordinary routines rather than extraordinary heroism, challenging conventional narratives of the Holocaust.¹⁰
Primo Levi emphasized the gradual erosion of moral and psychological boundaries under extreme conditions.¹¹
Elie Wiesel explored the spiritual and ethical consequences of surviving genocide.¹²
Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn documented how repression becomes normalized through everyday institutional life.¹³

The Tyranny of the Ordinary

One of the things that surprised me most was how often artists portrayed authoritarianism not through violence, but through bureaucracy. That may sound strange until you read Franz Kafka.

When I first picked up The Trial, I wondered why people regarded it as one of the great novels of the twentieth century. Josef K. is arrested without explanation and spends the rest of the book wandering through a legal system where every office leads to another office, every answer produces another question, and nobody—not even the officials—seems to understand the rules. Reading it is quietly exhausting.

Eventually I realized that was exactly what Kafka wanted me to feel. The novel isn’t frightening because of physical danger. It’s frightening because uncertainty slowly becomes ordinary. That realization changed the way I watched Terry Gilliam’s Brazil. The first time I saw it, I remembered the absurd ductwork, malfunctioning machinery, and endless forms that seemed to require still more forms. Years later I realized Gilliam wasn’t simply exaggerating bureaucracy. He was showing what happens when institutions become so consumed with procedure that they forget the people they were created to serve.

The same thing happened when I revisited Monty Python’s Flying Circus. As a teenager, I laughed at John Cleese’s “Ministry of Silly Walks” and wonderfully ridiculous sketches like the Society for Putting Things on Top of Other Things because they were delightfully absurd. Only years later did I appreciate that much of the humor was aimed at a government capable of creating a ministry, committee, or regulation for almost anything. The comedy worked because there was just enough truth beneath the exaggeration.

That became another recurring lesson of this essay. The artists hadn’t changed. I had. Over the years, my patients have taught me that patients often laugh just before they say something profoundly painful. Humor creates enough distance for people to acknowledge truths that would otherwise be difficult to face. Perhaps satire serves the same purpose for societies. It allows artists to point toward uncomfortable realities years before the rest of us are ready to recognize them.

Franz Kafka’s The Trial remains one of literature’s defining portraits of bureaucratic alienation.¹⁴
Terry Gilliam has acknowledged Kafka’s influence on Brazil.¹⁵
Monty Python’s Flying Circus frequently satirized the expanding complexity of British governmental and social institutions.¹⁶

Seeing Patterns

By this point, I began noticing something else. None of these artists seemed particularly interested in predicting the future. They were paying attention to patterns.

One lesson clinical practice keeps reinforcing is that idea feels remarkably familiar. Patients rarely arrive in my office because one catastrophic event suddenly changed everything. More often, they describe dozens of seemingly insignificant shifts that only make sense when viewed together. Sleep becomes a little less refreshing. Drinking becomes a little more frequent. One avoided social event becomes several. An occasional argument slowly becomes the way a couple communicates. Individually, each change seems trivial. Together, they become a pattern.

Artists often work the same way. Orwell noticed how language shapes thought. Huxley worried that comfort could become a substitute for curiosity. Kafka saw what happens when institutions become detached from the people they serve. Chaplin recognized that powerful men often look much less powerful once they’re laughed at. Gilliam exposed the absurdity that emerges when bureaucracy begins existing for its own sake. Borowski showed how ordinary people adapt to extraordinary circumstances until the extraordinary begins to feel almost routine.

None of them was describing exactly the same problem. They were describing recurring features of human nature.

Perhaps that’s why their work continues to feel contemporary decades later. Governments change. Technology changes. Clothing changes. Human beings don’t change nearly as much as we like to believe. We still seek certainty. We still conform to groups. We still adapt to our surroundings with astonishing speed. We still tell ourselves stories that make the present feel reasonable.

That realization has changed the way I read. I no longer ask whether an author correctly predicted the future. I’m much more interested in what they noticed about people that I had overlooked.

Perhaps that’s what great art has always done. It teaches us to recognize patterns before history gives them names.

• Great artists often identify recurring psychological patterns rather than making literal predictions.¹⁷
• Human beings naturally organize experience through narratives and pattern recognition.¹⁸
• The emotional and social dynamics explored by classic literature remain remarkably stable across generations.¹⁹

Why I Still Read Them

Every few years I find myself pulling one of these books off the shelf again. I don’t reread them because someone assigned them. There isn’t an exam waiting for me or a paper due next week. I already know how every story ends. That’s never been the point.

I reread George Orwell because I’m curious what I’ll notice this time. I return to Kurt Vonnegut because I’m still amazed that someone could write so humorously about unimaginable suffering. I revisit Primo Levi, Tadeusz Borowski, and Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn because they remind me that history is never an abstraction. It is always experienced one ordinary day at a time.

The same thing happens with films. Every time I watch Terry Gilliam’s Brazil, another joke lands that I completely missed years before. Every time I revisit Monty Python, I laugh for different reasons. As a teenager, I thought the sketches were simply absurd. Now I appreciate that they were observations disguised as comedy.

Perhaps that’s one of the unexpected gifts of growing older. The books haven’t changed. I have. That’s also why I still believe students should read Orwell, Vonnegut, and the other writers I resisted when they were assigned to me. Many will read them only because they have to. They’ll finish the assignment, take the test, and move on, just as I did.

That’s perfectly all right. The books are patient. They’ll still be there twenty years later, waiting for readers who have accumulated enough life to finally recognize what the authors were trying to show them.

As a psychiatrist, I think about that often. People come to my office hoping I’ll explain why their lives unfolded the way they did. Sometimes we find an answer. More often, we simply discover patterns that had been present all along but remained invisible while they were living them. Perhaps that’s what the greatest artists have always offered us. Not predictions. Perspective.

The older I become, the less interested I am in finding books that tell me what to think. I’m far more grateful for the ones that quietly teach me how to see.

Notes and Sources

  1. Orwell, George. Nineteen Eighty-Four. Secker & Warburg, 1949.

  2. Vonnegut, Kurt Jr. Slaughterhouse-Five. Delacorte Press, 1969.

  3. Riefenstahl, Leni. Triumph of the Will. Reich Ministry of Public Enlightenment and Propaganda, 1935.

  4. Chaplin, Charlie. The Great Dictator. United Artists, 1940.

  5. Brooks, Mel. The Producers. Embassy Pictures, 1967. See also interviews discussing comedy as resistance to tyranny.

  6. Kafka, Franz. The Trial. Published posthumously, 1925.

  7. Gilliam, Terry. Brazil. Universal Pictures, 1985.

  8. Chapman, Graham; Cleese, John; Gilliam, Terry; Idle, Eric; Jones, Terry; Palin, Michael. Monty Python’s Flying Circus. BBC Television, 1969–1974.

  9. Lewis, Sinclair. It Can’t Happen Here. Doubleday, Doran & Company, 1935.

  10. Huxley, Aldous. Brave New World. Chatto & Windus, 1932.

  11. Bradbury, Ray. Fahrenheit 451. Ballantine Books, 1953.

  12. Levi, Primo. If This Is a Man (Survival in Auschwitz). De Silva, 1947.

  13. Borowski, Tadeusz. This Way for the Gas, Ladies and Gentlemen. Państwowy Instytut Wydawniczy, 1948.

  14. Wiesel, Elie. Night. Les Éditions de Minuit, 1958.

  15. Solzhenitsyn, Aleksandr. The Gulag Archipelago. YMCA Press, 1973.

  16. Arendt, Hannah. Eichmann in Jerusalem: A Report on the Banality of Evil. Viking Press, 1963.

  17. Kahneman, Daniel. Thinking, Fast and Slow. Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 2011.

  18. Frankl, Viktor E. Man’s Search for Meaning. Beacon Press (English edition), 1959.

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