Partway through writing a long-ish blogpost tying together thoughts on Pervert Jam, developing WITH TEETH, the gist behind WHAT HATH GOD WROUGHT, and a SFF short story collection I read earlier this year. Now idly staring at: the updated collection of gifs in my toybox Now quietly considering: changing website hosts so that it’s possible to host web builds of renpy games Now watching: WoolieVS Ace…
Done losing sleep over game dev, currently losing sleep over reading toxic yuri VNs . Now watching: The Ghost in the Shell Now contemplating: adding more personal data to this website, especially after seeing sites from some of the TYVNJ2 participants… Now chewing on: my concept for Pervert Jam
Nervously twiddling my thumbs while I wait on the timer for TYVNJ2 to count down. Now constantly cross-referencing: the same three-and-a-half themes that have been fascinating me since middle school Now internally gushing over: the creative process and how it connects people Now admitting to myself that: BDSiM will generally take a lot longer to develop than expected because of the gameplay…
Creatively invigorated and dying to spend more free time capital-c Creating. Now excited for: Toxic Yuri VN Jam… 2! Now admitting to myself that: BDSiM chapter 2 will not be done in time for Major Update Jam; Currently aiming for the end of May Now quietly chewing on: how the extension for the American Gothic Jam gives me exciting new angles to explore the Postmortal Figures setting
Summer came early in my neck of the woods and I’m slowly melting into the pavement. Now listening: Cave Story: A Lyrical Walkthrough Now developing: A more thorough simulation/testing framework to facilitate game-balancing in BDSiM Now rapidly rotating in my mind at all times: The main trio from BDSiM
Back to the daily grind after a brief vacay for PTCG regionals, so much to catch up on both for work and for fun… Now reading: Dialogues by Stanisław Lem Now watching: Frost Fatales speedrunning marathon Now playing: Shin Megami Tensei I, where I just hit the Ginza grind (and Yuri Ryona VN jam games, obv)
Getting some goddamn rest after spending every waking moment of my free time on BDSiM dev. Now building: small backlog of Nuke Matrix Cyber Forest Fantasy Girls plamo kits Now tentatively planning to read through the entirety of: Yuri Ryona Visual Novel Jam submissions Now anticipating: writing a game recommendations post here in the near future
Experiencing the highs of a very self-indulgent creative project and the lows of self-doubt over artistic execution. Now watching: Youtube videos about tarantulas, to learn more about the rescue (probable) Avicularia that I adopted Now grinding practice matches on: Rapier (for a possible upcoming beginner rapier tournament) and Gholdengo Rocks (for upcoming PTCG Seattle regionals) Now looking…
Let there be yuri ryona!!! Now watching: AGDQ 2026 Now reading: Robert Silverberg’s Science Fiction 101 Now finally actually for-real working on: BDSiM
Typing this from a busy airport terminal, for better and mostly worse. Now developing: More website miscellanea, such as the status feed Now catching up on: My plamo backlog Now debating the merits of: How spambots in the comments section keep pushing my site to the top of ‘recently updated’ sites on neocities
Everything happens so much. Now developing: Back on Renpy Dating Sim Engine improvements after locking in on the wrong thing (this website) Now playing: Robot Romance Jam Games Now having a crisis over: Christmas presents
Rotating all aspects of BDSiM in my mind. Now developing: Renpy Dating Sim Engine improvements Now listening: The BDSiM playlist (it’s a lot of Oingo Boingo, PIG, and Depeche Mode) Now throwing spaghetti at: The obsidian vault with my BDSiM outline and simulation gameplay specifications
Engaging writer-mode as I draft up the outline for BDSiM while doing small prose exercises and working on blog posts. Now reading: Baccano!, Vol. 7: 1933 <Last> The Slash -Bloody to Fair- by Ryohgo Narita and Steering the Craft: A Twenty-First-Century Guide to Sailing the Sea of Story by Ursula K. Le Guin Now playing: Erohorror VN jam games and Pokémon Legends AZ postgame Now building: Custom 30…
Just spent way too long digging into a rabbit hole of Bandai’s “30 Minutes” lines of model kits. Now planning: To make some custom mecha musume and finally scratch the itch that I get when seeing others talk about dolls… Now reading: The Poppy War by R.F. Kuang Now listening: Industrial Music of the 2020’s
In the art mines for the forseeable future. I’ll be seeing meat-mechas in my sleep. Now watching: Pat Stares At’s Bioshock Infinite VODs . (Experiencing the game for the first time– it really is that bad, huh?) Now listening: The Moon Archive podcast episode on the Toxic Yuri VN Jam , part 1 Now preparing for: TAing a subject-specific introductory programming course (again); Resuming work on my…
About to enter basic white girl mode and consume all the pumpkin spice. Now watching: Flame Fatales speedrunning marathon Now reading: Blood Music by Greg Bear Now developing: Body-horror mecha for my Noise Jam project Now mulling over: Self-Assembly Gets Automated in Reverse of ‘Game of Life’
Gearing up for web development and brainstorming some visual design for Noise Jam. Now playing: Toxic Yuri VN Jam games , Donkey Kong Bonanza (as the co-op player) Now reading: Baccano!, Vol. 6 1933 <First> The Slash -Cloudy to Rainy- by Ryohgo Narita Now listening: Mojave Phone Booth (self-titled)