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hello & welcome! i am mikki, and this is my blog about all the things i do instead of going to grief counselling.\\ \ first and foremost, let's make one ...

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this morning, i watched a video

and my faith is americans is that much smaller now two days ago, jubilee released a video of dean withers debating women who are part of the "maga" movement. i don't typically watch jubilee videos. i feel like it's a great way to ruin my day—no matter the debate. i have found that a majority of people—no matter their opinion—are terrible at critical thinking and composure. it almost always resorts…

today, i pondered the reality of myself

i actually do this quite often. but today, i finally asked someone else about it. it feels like something that’s hard to explain—like something you can only conceptualise if you feel the same way, you know? but, my memories feel odd to me. they don’t feel tangible. obviously, a memory isn’t tangible. you can’t touch it or hold it. you can’t put it somewhere to look at it in the real world. but…

it's only midway through the day, but i'm really happy

my best friend came by today and she had a gift~ i now own xia yi xhou's iconic necklace! and i know it might seem a little silly to be so endeared by such a thing, but i adore him, and bestie knows that. and even though i've never once mentioned his necklace, i've wanted it for a long time. she just knew~ admittedly, i probably won't wear it for super long—because i think jewelry is itchy, but…

heheh

seven days ago, i dyed random strands of hair black. they’re supposed to be dark blue, but they most certainly are not. it’s cute. it’s fine. i’m glad i didn’t dye my whole head….i really don’t think black would suit me. i actually started with four strands, and then threw in four more afterwards so i wouldn’t waste as much hair dye. i even put some dye on my roots—which accomplished nothing. they…

today, i reconnected with an old friend

she's not really that old, actually but, anyway, i was minding my business when halfway through the day—an incredibly odd time, by the way—i got a notification for my girl's birthday. i was baffled. did i get a notification last year? i don't know. i don't remember. and quite frankly, i don't care. we hadn't talked since 2023 or 2024—so, at least two years ago. but, to be honest, i missed her. my…

i skipped a few days

okay, so, i skipped a few days, but that’s okay. all you really need to know is that i watched a new movie—new to me, at least. it was death of a unicorn , which is classified as a comedy horror….i don’t really think it fits. it was a little bit funny, and not at all scary, or even particularly suspenseful. and it was kind of giving common side effects vibes, except common side effects is actually…

today, i was pretty casual

i want girlcult unreal high shine lip gloss so bad. i know that’s an abrupt start to today’s post, but it is what it is. the brand got recommended to me the other day while i was scrolling. it showed me the hallucination eye shadow palette— which i also want . it was cute, so i clicked in and went exploring their stuff, and now i super need the hallucination eye shadow in #50 blank, but i need the…

today, i bought moss

and that's kind of it. i mean, that's not entirely true. i woke up and wrote yesterday's blog post. whoo. then i went to get garlic knots for lunch. they were amazing. i absolutely love a good garlic knot. and there is one place by me that has them. and it is entirely worth the thirty minute drive. but, anyway, then i went to lowe's, i think, to look at brick pavers, because—as i mentioned in my…

today, i read a book....two actually

this is a whole day late, so ignore the timestamp again. this morning, i was woken up by my niece entering my room. i want expecting that, but i'm not surprised. she's very find of it—which i think is quite reasonable. i like to collect things, so my room has a lot of stuff to look at. and it's very colourful too~ she's always exploring in there. she stayed to play for a little over an hour while…

today, i was slowly wasting away

i'm writing this past midnight, so the timestamp is going to be off, but this is for march 21. today, i woke up at 11:55, read a chapter of The Dragon's Betrothed , ate a Nutty Buddy, then promptly laid in bed until around 7:40—not because i was lazy or anything. it's just that nothing sounded good. but then i ordered pizza around 8 and watched a hank green video about shark not being fish—which i…