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Bowel movement I miss you

I haven't had it in a week.... and every time I eat it feels a bit warm..... It probably has something to do with my terrible instant ramen diet in the last few months but honestly I do not have choice.... I hope I get to poop soon if I don't have money to eat better there's also no money to go to doctor either LMAo I'm so sad wish me luck

Untitled

I wanted to write something, but I don't think I have anything decent to say anymore. I don't want to keep trying anymore. It's really terrible out there here , but it's unfathomably even more frustrating when you can see things from thousand miles away years and years prior . Good eyesight can be a curse.

What on earth am I doing

Literally the title (I'm self reflecting with potentially zero application)

Fan and the occasional reflection (of the state of my head) I'm having

My laptop fan broke and I think I have problem to even kickstart myself getting help.

Who the fuck went to my Mond only to casually call me cool like how do you want me to react to that

Thanks though

First half of first quarter

I've been getting into this canned coffee recently. Since it's a collaboration product, makes sense that it's more expensive compared to other flavors this brand sold. I don't really have that kind of money, but there's some sort of fear that the said coffee will someday leave unprompted... It's.. sad...

A year in review

I put 3 songs I like in this post this time. :) Hm, 2025 was kind of weird. I finally picked up myself, get out from self isolation, and started doing things again (literally things), but in other side I feel like the things I do were not enough. I'm trying to tell myself that 2025 was only a start for more good things to come, and if I were to start a little low then there are things that can…

The usual

It's my 21st birthday. This blog is almost 1 year old too in roughly less than two weeks. An needs to start uploading to his channel so there's less reason for people to reupload his stuff, I think. There's probably no time greater than today to die, what I thought to myself at any given time. It's incredible. It's ridiculously poetic. People have no idea how much I'm trying to build this up and…

Sluggish

I slept 15 hours a day

Unfortunate

This time's song is Azusa's Pokemiku cover. And then I realized how Pokemiku songs are literally 75% about Pikachu and 25% about any other pokemon. Anyway FUCK I love Azusa so much. This time was kinda bad... wasn't it? My pen tablet fried literally 12 hours before a competition ends, and I wasn't able to find any replacement on time nor find a tablet to borrow (it's partially also my fault to…