𝖋𝖚𝖓𝖊𝖗𝖆𝖑.𝖇𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖇𝖑𝖔𝖌

on being

to be born is to have it happen more than once. to be alive does not mean one will always know the joy of it. i can feel the blood pumping through my body. it's a surprise. has it always felt this good just to sit? another day without a poisonous vice to keep me afloat. i always thought new starts would be more bombastic. . .some background music? horns? a cheering crowd celebrating? the most i…