LA’s #1 avant-garde personal development program. I'm Emerson Dameron. I love you, personally. Levity saves lives. Part pep talk, part brutal mirror, hosted by a witty and wounded romantic who means every word he doesn't believe. Regularly scheduled episodes premiere on the first Wednesday of the month on KCHUNG Los Angeles.
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Pick Red, Green, or Blue and Don’t Panic
Pick a color and don’t overthink it. Red, green, or blue turns into a three-card tarot pull that feels uncomfortably specific, not because the cards are magic, but because you are paying attention. I start with a blunt pep talk about self-belief and the fear of your own power, then move straight into a tarot reading format that gives you something rare in the self-improvement world: a clear prompt…
The world feels fine right up until you try to make sense of it, and then everything gets weird fast. We lean into that weirdness on purpose, using comedy and avant-garde personal development to get to something practical: a kind of confidence that does not depend on achievements, approval, or winning. We talk about feelings as real signals you should listen to, then we draw the line where they…
Success isn’t terrifying because you might fail. Success is terrifying because it makes you visible, accountable, and harder to hide. We start there and take a scalpel to self-sabotage, not as stupidity, but as protection: an old survival program yanking the cord when life starts speeding up. If you’ve ever procrastinated right before the finish line, picked a fight when things got good, or felt…
Start with a glass of water and a dare: keep it full, feel your body, and act. From that small ritual, we open a wild, grounded journey through creative devotion, moral panics, fake-but-useful confidence, and practices that turn heartbreak into leverage. We aren’t here to theorize ourselves into circles. We’re here to build an altar from the lives we’ve lived, light a candle, speak gratitude, and…
This episode is for my friend, the brilliant Michaela "DREAM PARTY HOTEL" Costello . If this goes well enough, I might do it again. We go a cappella and turn a dedication into a string of monologues about desire, surveillance, addiction, power, and the weird comfort of honest machines. We move from microfilm hidden in office junk to dating polarity satire to psychedelic time collapse, then land on…
With assists from the music of Nada UV and flotsam and esoterica on loan from the Prelinger Archive , we stitch together a flirtatious invocation with stark archival recordings that swing from teen dating rules to moral panic to vanishing Los Angeles landmarks. The result is a fast, strange ride that asks what humor can protect when culture gets anxious and progress starts to bulldoze memory. •…
We reframe sabotage as protection, make success feel safe with a simple ritual, and unspool the love triangle myth by integrating continuity and intensity. Grief becomes color, hatred gets a job, and art returns to sacred waste rather than a product to optimize. • platitudes with attitude and tonal cold open • fear of exposure beneath success and speed limits • ritual mixing success with familiar…
We trace an audit of desire from a house of obsolete machines to a balcony in New Orleans, then down into the champagne room and a bruised philosophy of boundaries and rest. We refuse an easy deal and ask what ownership, visibility, and intimacy truly cost. • Collecting obsolete office gear as a refuge from surveillance • Discovery of a hidden clue and a complicated bargain • Refusal of protection…
From Finite Wins to Infinite Living: Seduction, Strategy, and the Art of Continuing
We explore finite versus infinite games and stumble through seduction, strategy, and self-delusion, all while redefining boundaries and the stories we live inside. A strange love affair becomes a lesson in how to continue instead of conquer. • finite vs infinite games and why continuation beats victory • turning competition into collaboration and play • boundaries reframed as submission gates •…
From Chaos to Connection in Modern Life: The First Five Years of EDMM
A sampler of selections from the show, dating 2020-23. A monument to what once was. Includes excerpts from: Fear of Death is the Beginning of All Foolishness I Don't Want Enlightenment Reciprocity Now People of the Screaming Release Limerence Loved and Lost and Learned Your Lesson Hollywood First Blood, Best Blood As well as a bonus remix of the "Cat, Not a Kitten" letter to Ask a Sadist . Got a…