What do you define as prayer when letting out a sound is as painful as can be?
Is it crouching on the floor?
Hugging the pillars while entering the fighting mode in Prayers?
Is it holding my stomach tight?
Crying out on top of my voice?
Throwing hands and legs out?
What is prayer?
Because right now, you stare into the ceiling with nothing but tears dripping from your eyes, with only your heart crying,
”God, abeg, I don’t want this. You know I don’t want this.”
So right now, it’s a heart conversation
Truthfully, you have forgotten how to be strong. It’s like you were never strong , so what is strength?
You ask yourself:
Do I have faith?
Would I have faith?
What exactly is faith?
Do I have strength?
What does it mean to be strong?
And at that moment, every other thing seemed irrelevant. This is the real battle. This is the matter you are being faced with.
So you ask yourself again:
What is prayer?
What is Faith?
What does it mean to be strong?
Seems like you never knew and all these you will unravel by getting into the word.
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