If you feel like you don't know me very well, then stay awhile....
i think all we can really do in this life is move on like time does. what we make of it here while we are is what matters. we shouldn't ever have to feel if every decision we make is the right or wrong one in the end, because at least we did something. doing anything makes me feel worthwhile. i crave a full time job even if it meant less time to myself because i feel like im making some sort of…
every day has been more difficult in many ways when it comes to myself. i realize things every day lately. ive been asking myself where im at in life and what im doing this for. we all need a reminder why we do things in life in the first place and what the purpose of our lives may be. nobody gave us a purpose except ourselves. i still wonder what it is for me even though im nearing my 30s in a…
i haven’t written anything in awhile due to not only life circumstances but introspecting myself over the past few months and where i stand. someone recently asked me why i wanted to become a mortician and my response was that i am an empathetic person and wanting to tend to the deceased for a proper funeral or send-off in urns for those who were loved ones of that who had passed. being able to be…
There is a lot that goes into mental illness which makes every person's experiences different, and that is a good thing. Yet, there is a lot of similarities i find among others who have mental illnesses, similar night terrors, hallucinations, irrational thoughts, impulsive/erratic behaviors and physical symptoms, even similar mindset overall. Many times in the past, i felt a constant mode of…
There is something about trauma. It is talked about a lot in society now and the word can be misused and underwhelming. Someone can be easily be invalidated for having trauma due to the comparison of other people's trauma or the depth of pain and scarring someone has. This is not a competition, everyone's feelings, thoughts, and experiences are real to them and that is never something someone…
this is for those who have never been in therapy or feel like they need it but are unsure of what to expect. that being said, every person's experiences may differ with therapy but there are a few things to keep in mind. one: you have to keep an open mind going into it knowing that your priority is to be accepting of change and seeking it. there is nothing else that bothers me when people are…
i'm not sure where i'm going with this or what i'd say to the world. Actually, i would say a lot to the world... too many things. Anyways, there's just a few things you'll learn about me as i write these entries. Hopefully, you can catch onto those things but i write in a way that's much different from interacting with someone. writing here just feels like a letter to my future self and not really…