Liv | late 20s | agender (they) | aroace | auDHD interests: OCs, writing, drawi...
Hello...!! You know. My workday was so long and frustrating and brain-melting but it's okie. I wasn't even thinking about it later on cuz I was hanging out with Sam and we adopted a miniature pinscher called Sadie in Nintendogs :3 which was sooooo stupid and funny I didn't think I was ever gonna get the gal to learn her name. Me just shouting "Sadie" 1000 times over a discord call. Anyway we got…
I forgot to journal so I'm checking in real quick! Experiencing like the 20th heatwave this year. I get headaches so bad in this kind of heat and humidity no matter what I do, how much water I drink. I couldn't get out of bed yesterday. My boss texted me asking if I'm okay lol. Real low point. But it's okay. I'm glad I've been honest with her about what I experience cuz it means it's not a brand…
Finding it hard to differentiate Are my proclivities of society Or innate? Well, the source is irrelevant When it comes to truth And the truth is I want the same thing that you do Childlike curiosity about my fate Is the only thing that makes me stay It keeps me alive I'm having big feelings today lol. Me and Sam hung out again and watched Project Hail Mary today! Was fun. It's a low-stakes film…
I just wrote most of this and then Firefox crashed on my tablet and deleted my draft........... It will be more succinct this time lol. I was saying that my old boss came back off maternity leave but there's overlap so I have two bosses right now which is weird, but, although I had my issues with her, I at least get more clarity from her cuz my other boss is not very forthcoming about anything…
Feeling a lot better today! Not like, cured, but, at least my temperature isn't going crazy and I don't feel sick anymore. I just remembered my washing will probably be done... I'll try and not make this too long. Five years later I'm actually back to finish this. The thing that's depressing is that I saw a nice house in my theoretical budget and I'm over here re-realising that I'm still a decent…
I finally just got done posting all my old entries from Dreamwidth. And there were only three on Obsidian but I only uploaded the first one cuz the other two were full of details about my actual real life job and junk and I'd have to redact literally like 70% of the text lol. I feel better than last night. Something clicked for me literally this morning as I was talking to Sam -- I know this…
Ok I swear I hit 'save as draft' but my post disappeared lol. Anyway I was explaining a bunch of context which wasn't needed so, serendipitous perhaps. I was talking about what feels like a friendship breakup, and, I don't know if it is or not. She said she needed to take a break, eventually turned up again saying she needs to establish boundaries, isn't good for her to be unpacking stuff all the…
Hello. I fixed up my theme. I don't really know what the vibe is supposed to be. Medieval but modern. I'm Sick :( I have a cold and it's July. Cruel and unusual. I'm sad cuz I could've been hanging out with Sam watching Backrooms but God had other plans. It's ok though, gotta remind myself it's literally chill. Not like we have a deadline lol. A deadline I DO have though is this. Damn. Project at…
My... maybe third attempt at online journaling. I took it private for a little bit but I like sharing with my bestie :) so we're back. Wondering whether to bother remaking all the posts from my dreamwidth blog. I have them all on Obsidian right now. Anyway, I don't feel like talking much about anything right now. My tummy hurts and I've been upset twice today lol. I'm going the hell to bed.…
hi there... I decided I wanted to keep journaling as I did for a while on dreamwidth. i searched long and hard for some software i could download that would be similar - having the date system, the sections for current music, food, location, or whatever. turns out no such thing exists, not close enough for what i wanted anyway. this obsidian software is like really simple and nice but also has not…