Journal entries from Dartegnian's life. I've been maintaining my calendar continuously since 2023 and I'm always filling my mood calendar with the my journal entries.
Mood: Bad Significant Location: Starbucks 32nd Street I felt a little better and then I got on call with someone. We talked for a while and they revealed a little bit more about that person her friend wanted to introduce to her. She revealed to me that she thinks that he's taking interest in her and I had this feeling that this time is headed for destruction. I just know that I would lose someone…
Mood: Below Average I started the day talking to someone and a few people for a bit before eventually passing out due to sheer exhaustion. I got some good sleep, though, and I woke up to an absolute flood of stuff to deal with over the course of the day. I definitely had to leave in the morning and made it a priority to get a ride to the office quick. But it took me a while to book a ride to the…
Mood: Below Average I essentially had planned to treat my coworkers out today, but that was moved to next week as a coworker thought it would be a better day to eat out. It was a pain and a hassle to get to work this week, but I was able to make it despite it being a hassle. Our house almost burned down today, too, because some exposed wiring lit up in flames, so I had that horrible shit to deal…
Mood: Below Average Wednesday was kinda sad at first but I got to talk to someone after a while and she asked me about by Tuesday, which lifted my spirits. We talked for a bit more after that, but I essentially had to go to sleep. In the morning, we tried to invite Luan to play Project Zomboid with us, but it was just us two that ended up playing it. We got stuck in the middle of town and had a…
Mood: Bad Today started off pretty scary. I thought it would just be a normal day in my life, I was just talking to someone as I usually would and then she opens up that her friend is introducing her to this Zomboid player. She immediately tells me that she'll play with him first, as if she's excited to get to play with him, and this whole situation seemed all too familiar. It was kind of scary,…
Mood: Average I mostly felt sick this Monday so I just passed the time trying to recover. Song of the day: “ Stuck with U (with Justin Bieber) ” by Ariana Grande, from the album Stuck with U .
Mood: Good Significant Location: Greenbelt Today was my sister's birthday and it was raining like hell, but she still wanted to push through with going outside. I didn't want to have her all alone on her birthday so I just had to go, too. I decided to finally do that Discord mod thing I had been planning, since it had been stuck in my backlog for quite some time. I eventually got to doing it…
Mood: Good Today started off like Saturdays usually would, and I stayed up and kept someone company for the entire day. We mostly talked about pretty fun, interesting topics. I tried my best to stay up and then we eventually did get off call at around 11 a.m. or so. I was partially worried because it had been raining so bad and I wonder if Loy and I were still on to go out today, so I tried my…
Mood: Good Friday was pretty chill, it was the last day that I would work on-site for the week, which was kind of a relief. I started the day off having a pretty fun and light conversation with someone about saving up for next year and stuff. I had a lot of fun talking to them, too. For the rest of the day, I just went to the office. Thankfully, it didn't rain that horribly on the way there,…
Mood: Good Thursday started out pretty fun with me having to talk to someone and then opening up to them about how my sister eventually leave soon. They were interested to hear that, which was nice. I eventually slept and someone asked me for my sister's natal chart thing in the morning. I was in such a hurry that I just sent them my sister's birth certificate, which was funny. I was in such a…
Mood: Above Average Today, the day was really pouring down and I was so concerned about how that will affect my commute for tomorrow. But I started the day actually sharing some music with someone and they gave me 5 song recommendations in return. I listened to some of their song recommendations, and I think I liked the XG one the most. It turns out, I've already listened to the Ariana Grande…
Mood: Above Average I mostly stayed up today just so I could wait for Apple Pay and I enrolled my cards in, which was pretty cool to see. I got some sleep after that and continued to enroll in my other cards in the morning. In the afternoon after work, I got to just watch someone play Palworld while I was completing my Genshin quest and stuff. I wanted to push for AR55 so bad just so I could play…
Mood: Good Today started off pretty chill, I was in a call with someone and they were showing off to me their world in Palworld. They had just caught this new pal, Astegon, and it looked pretty cool to me, even though it looked pretty silly to fly in. They also showed me this cool skin that Palworld had a collab in with the game that Luan loved, Ultrakill. After that, we left the call and I just…
Mood: Above Average I can't believe I spent 6,000 Pesos on Genshin. I got the highest tier of Genesis Crystals in the game, my first time to do so, and it was crazy how I spent all that money, just to get Raiden Shogun in the first 10 pulls. Even though I've kinda learned that I should spend more on the higher tiers, I just wanted to be sure I didn't get fucked by luck and I'm surprised I didn't.…
Mood: Above Average Saturday had me talking to that new person on Telegram but I just had a feeling they won't last. I was mostly passing the time because I'm not really spending it with someone. I did get to talk to them for a bit with some Photoshop help. They also streamed some Ariana Grande and Olivia Rodrigo songs, which were cool. But after that I got some sleep. For the rest of the day, I…
Mood: Above Average Friday started out pretty spooky. I got an Angkas ride home and the guy was driving erratically. He was stopping in the dark areas and ultimately made a near-stop at a dark place near my house. I just wanted to leave and eventually found the courage to ask them to stop at a populous area and I dropped off there. I was so spooked, especially after since I had to walk home. I…
Mood: Good Significant Location: S'Maison For the early part of the day, I couldn’t sleep. I wanted to fall asleep to the radio, since I know it would immediately knock me out. I spent the early morning finding the perfect radio app that works on Apple Watch, Apple TV, Mac, and iPhone. I think I found the perfect app, although it wasn’t perfect and I had to set it up for a bit. But it was…
Mood: Above Average For Wednesday, I got into a call with someone for a bit on Discord and they showed me their own world file, which was cool. I stayed up for a bit after that and then woke up in the morning for work. I had a funny interaction with a coworker in the morning where I had to show them screenshots of the stuff I did at my past workplace just to prove I wasn’t larping, but it was just…
Mood: Above Average For Tuesday, I had to check up on aespa’s new music video just to confirm that it really was Everland in Korea, which I thought was pretty cool since I was just there last March. In the morning, I woke up early and got to play Palworld with someone just before my work started. We explored this new island and they kept dying, but I tried to revive them as much as I could. I…
Mood: Above Average Monday continued with me still playing Palworld with someone. They had just hatched their Relaxorus Lux or something and we were just admiring how cool it looked. We fought a nearby boss, the high-level Mammorest, near our base and, while it was hard to fight, we eventually won against it. It was mostly someone doing most of the work, though, as my pals kept dying again and…
Mood: Awful For the morning, I didn’t do much aside from continue playing that game from yesterday. It was fun, but at a certain point it got boring so I called it off and got some sleep. I had a kind of strange dream, but I couldn’t recall it. I had a few messages, but it wasn’t much. I talked to someone and told them that I’ll just be doing my own thing today because yesterday was kind of a free…
Mood: Below Average Today didn’t really have much going on. I was mostly focused on playing that new games I downloaded. In the morning, I played Palworld with someone and we had continued building the base we had near the start of the base. I tried to catch a Chillet but they killed it while we were trying to catch it, which was funny, and we kept playing up until the morning. For the day,I…
Mood: Good Friday surprised me because I woke up to a message from Mon, which shocked me because we haven’t talked for a good month or so. I talked to Dani for a bit, too, and I sent someone a few messages, but I had to go to work and started my commute. It was raining bad, but I still pushed through with working on-site, as scheduled. I had some difficulty getting to work, and I even wore my…
Mood: Good Thursday was pretty chill, I woke up pretty early and I talked to Dani and saw some messages from someone, but I just had to head out because the weather was looking gloomy. I got to work and had lunch with my coworkers, but that was mostly it. I also went out to grab food with another coworker and we had McDonald’s. I finally got to eat the taro and custard pie, which I’ve been wanting…
Mood: Good The day started with me talking to someone for a bit and I tried to help them about a thing and our short call ended after that. We continued talking and I eventually let them know of my predicament. I’m surprised that she said that I can always tell her and then kind of positioned herself as someone to better be with, which was interesting to bring up. For what it’s worth, our…
Mood: Special I didn’t really do much today because I was sick. Song of the day: “ Iconic by Mistake ” by LE SSERAFIM, ILLIT, KATSEYE, from the album Iconic by Mistake .
Mood: Good Today started with me talking to Dani and getting to know her more. It was pretty interesting how quickly we clicked and that this wasn’t just a simple, one-and-done thing but she was genuinely enchanting and endearing. I liked talking to them and I spent hours of my early morning just talking to them. I spent all day talking to them and recommending them the dessert place in Fusion…
Mood: Good Today I just felt like I wanted to meet new people and I tried to talk to someone from Omegle, and they were okay, I guess. But I was able to sleep after that. In the afternoon, after restarting my phone, it was on the “locked to owner” screen, which was weird because I bought this brand-new and I was the only owner. And after I tried to input my details, I was able to use my phone just…
Mood: Above Average Saturday was pretty chill. I mostly just played Apex with some Pinay who lives in Japan and they were fun to play a few games with. We tried to play the Cyberpunk game mode and then we got to play 1 game of trios together and the shocking part was that we won. I don’t know how we pulled it off, but it was mostly our other teammate carrying us, which was funny. But we ended the…
Mood: Good The morning started with me still playing Palworld and building my own base, setting it up. I was mostly playing by myself while in call with someone and I got to show her a bit of how Palworld works. I also treated her out to food and ordered some food for myself as well. I continued spending time with them and we also played some Project Zomboid in the morning. After that, we got off…
Mood: Above Average This was a strange Thursday to spend at home, but it was pretty chill as far as things go. In the morning, I played some Apex by myself, which was okay. I also had work but it mostly just passed by. In the afternoon, I got my One Wish Willow from Shopee and then I played Project Zomboid with someone, which was pretty fun but also really stressful. We found a place which was…
Mood: Above Average Wednesday was a pretty boring and lonely day. Thankfully, I was able to avoid being scammed, which was a definite plus, but I still felt like meeting new people so I tried talking to other people. None of them were ever interesting and I just slept after that. I got to work and had lunch out by myself. I got food from Army Navy and walked back to the office pantry to eat it,…
Mood: Average I went to work today, alone, because I wanted to fulfill what I said to the team leader I was with last week and that I won’t have lunch nor see them this week. I spent most of my morning playing Palworld at first and setting up my new base, and I talked to someone about it, which was cute to have them take interest in something I did. Nothing much happened today aside from me having…
Mood: Good Monday started off with me talking to a few people and they were alright, but that was mostly it. Work came and weStardew I didn’t really have much to do after work. I bought Palworld on the Mac App Store because the arm64 version wasn’t available on Steam, so I took a chance on it even though it was a bit pricey. For most of the day, I was just playing Palworld and I got hooked on how…
Mood: Above Average Sunday pretty much came and went. I talked to someone for a bit where she mentioned that she had a dream of me where I was a doctor, and she was arguing with me, which was strange. But other than that, she was mostly gone for the day. I kept playing Apex Legends all day trying to rank up with random teammates and that was mostly it. Song of the day: “ It's Me ”…
Mood: Good Significant Location: Ace Water Spa Today started with me trying to accompany someone because she had work. Her mood was just so sour and down that it was kind of hard and awkward to keep talking to her. I kind of felt sorry too which put me to the brink and made me try to fix her Nintendo Switch Lite. I already had all the tools today, and it was then that I decided to fix her stuff. I…
Mood: Good I’m glad Nathan was able to make good on his word and visit me so early in the morning so I could flash the updated firmware on my Dell dock with his laptop. I spent some time configuring the dock and it was strange how it was showing up as WD19S on his machine and I kept trying to figure it out. Then it eventually dawned on me that I had kept the WD19S plugged in the whole time and…
Mood: Good I woke up pretty early today and I was still looking for the Dell dock WD22TB4 for my MacBook. I essentially found someone selling it for cheap, but they were in Quezon City. I had to double and triple check that it was the correct model before messaging them, and I confirmed that it was. I left the house early and packed my stuff so I could go to the office afterward. The transaction…
Mood: Average Today was pretty uneventful as it was just an average day. Someone asked me for my astrology symbols and I let them know what it was, and later in the day they gave out a cute pantone-thing out of it. I had lunch out with my coworkers and I had work occupy most of my time today. Song of the day: “ Sunday Morning ” by ILLIT, from the album Sunday Morning .
Mood: Below Average I still regret getting scammed because of my lack of due diligence yesterday. I can’t use HDR and 1440p@180hz on my monitor, which really sucks. But I was kind of fine with things not having HDR, sorta. I was able to use ethernet and hooked up my many USB peripherals, so I guess that mattered the most. I played some Apex in the morning since I woke up really early, and we were…
Mood: Bad Significant Location: Gilmore I was enjoying my current MacBook setup where it’s connected via Wi-Fi, but I just wanted to buy a proper laptop dock for it, like with what I have at work. I spent the morning playing Apex Legends with Batao and Bucs, though, so that was fun and we actually won! We kept playing up until 3 a.m. and I even ordered some food for myself, which was nice. I…
Mood: Above Average Significant Location: Starbucks BGC Sunday was pretty boring overall. I wanted to catch up on some journal entries and went to my 3rd place today in BGC, but I didn’t really do much nor write anything substantial. I brought my laptop there and did a few things, but I just felt so down to write anything. After a while, I eventually just went home and then fixed a few bugs on my…
Mood: Average Sunday was pretty disappointing, honestly. After that lame experience, I got to talking to someone about it and I watched Teen Titans Go while talking to them. We got into talking about a topic I was pretty interested in, but it wasn’t something we continued talking about or anything. I was able to pass out and get some rest for the morning, though. I had a great breakfast and a good…
Mood: Bad Significant Location: Some hotel I started the day talking to someone about some deep stuff and then she gave me a piece of advice, and we got into talking about how my views of finding a partner should be like, and stuff like that. I did tell them that I already love myself, and it was kind of frustrating that they couldn’t really understand how deep the solitude I feel, even though I…
Mood: Good For Thursday, I was pretty bored and wanted to talk to new people so I went on this website and talked to this person, but that was mostly it. I kinda just slept afterward after talking to someone, too. I got to work in the morning and a usual workday just came and went. Kai called me in the afternoon for a prank call, but it was funny because I already knew it was her. I also pranked…
Mood: Below Average Wednesday started kind of bad because I tried to repair someone’s Nintendo Switch Lite and I focused on it for hours. The time essentially just passed by, honestly, and I pretty much failed at the repair because the LCD still wasn’t working, despite this being an absolute new one. I did notice that one pin was misaligned and I figured that it was the culprit behind this whole…
Mood: Above Average For Tuesday, I talked to someone in the morning and had a pretty fun and chill conversation with them. I had to get some rest after that and did some work. After essentially finishing work, I watched them play ReStory and we played Project Zomboid after that. We went through a few houses and drove for a bit, and found some cars here and there that we loaded up. After that, we…
Mood: Below Average Nothing much really happened for Monday and I just mostly paid my electricity bill. I was dealing with my gout pain because my foot had gotten pretty bad, but that was mostly it.
Mood: Good Sunday started with me accompanying someone and just chilling out with them on call. I ordered them some food and I also got some of my own. We watched a video on Weird History Food about sushi while we were eating McDonald's, funny enough. After that, we had to go to sleep adn I had other stuff to do for the day. In the afternoon, I met up with CJ and Badet and our little team from KVH…
Mood: Good Saturday was kind of a downer because I had did all the effort in repairing someone's Switch, only for me to break it and have the screen not work anymore, even though the display was absolutely working before. It was pretty disappointing to report this to someone and I told them of it, which kind of dismayed them, but we were still talking. It was nice of her to ask about my day,…